𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗠𝗢𝗡𝗧𝗛 ⨾ tomura shigaraki

000

❝ i didn't believe in love, i thought it was foolish and painful. like poison that has no antidote. that's what i learned love was. ❞

love is foolish, love is painful. i cant understand why you would love someone for being pretty or love someone for being smart but maybe that's just because i know it'll never happen to me, 

i'm neither of those things. what i don't get is why you would love someone at all? why would you confess your feelings all at the risk of being rejected, ridiculed and humiliated.

 no one is worth spending all your money and wasting all your time, because happiness is temporary. i loved my family once and look where it got me. all love will do is weaken me and in order to fufill sensei's wishes i need to remain as focused as possible.

love is like a poison with no antidote, a disease with no cure and heartbreak is like a wound that won't heal.
i know this better than anyone. you place your trust in someone, only for them to betray you, even though they claimed to love you. being foolish enough to love me is what brought my mother to her demise after all, i've seen first hand how love can very well be your be your end.

── lowercase intended. if anyone couldn't tell that was in shigaraki's pov. this is like a re-write of my old fic with the same title but it was abt kpop idols but i kinda think that's creepy now since they're real people; but i didn't wanna scrap the idea so i'm changing some stuff but the major details are the same.

 ─  the song that this is inspired by (love month - yukika) is really good so please give it a listen!! also pls tell me somebody saw what i did there in the desc.. only people who listen to 80s music will get the reference but it's 'caught up in the rapture of love' by anita baker!!