Please Forgive Me (Parkster)

Cereal

Chester POV:
I wake up randomly in the middle of the night and I'm not in the mood to go back to sleep. I am kinda hungry so I guess I'll go eat something. I start to walk to the kitchen and pass Parker's room. I take a small glance in his room and he's awake. I continue to walk to the kitchen and I grab myself a bowl of cereal once I reach it.

Im interrupted eating when I see Parker behind me. "Why are you awake?" "Can't sleep"

"Are you hungry?" I ask him "uhh no not really" I keep eating my cereal and I can feel his stare on my back. "Chester can I ask you something?" "I'm not in the mood for questions" I do sound pretty annoyed, well I am pretty annoyed "oh.. okay it's fine I'm sorry" he sounds disappointed that I said that so I cave "you can ask me"

"Will you forgive me?" I honestly don't know the answer to that question but I throw my bowl in the sink not happy that he asked me.
"I don't know?"

"It's just that I don't want to lose you.."

I know he cares for me and him saying that made me feel really bad. I still remember how what he did to me made me feel. It was betrayal, but I know I can probably never permanently hate him.

I walk over to him and I hug him. He looks a bit shocked at first but he hugs me back. "Wait can you stay a little longer?" He says as I'm about to pull away. "Okay" I say muffled in his chest.

We finally pull away and start to walk to our respective rooms but I stop at his door as he walks in and he turns around and looks at me. "Are you okay?" I don't respond I just walk over to his bed and lay down on it. "Okay then.." He says as he walks to the other side of the bed and lies down.

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My eyes flutter as I wake up and I realise what position I'm in.

Fuck.

I'm on parker my arms around him and my head on his chest. This makes me realise just how much I miss his touch. I lift up my head and he looks asleep. I don't want to move but I don't want him to see me and think I've forgiven him.