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Betrayal & lust ~ Chapter IX ~

~ This chapter will have domestic abuse,  Sexual themes like jacking off, and I will put ~●~ before any sexual or graphic~

~ Leon POV ~

He drove back to Lilly's & Chris's house to pick up Ashley, but he only had one thing on his mind throughout the drive there. He felt so bad for it; he shouldn't have thought of Y/n like this. Leon approached the house and approached the door, knocking as Chris opened it. "Hey leon, come in." Leon walked into the house. Leon looked at Chris. "do you know where Ashley is? I am here to take her home".

"I don't know, but I will see if Lilly knows. I think some girls are staying over, so I don't know if she is staying over, too." Chris walks into the kitchen as Leon waits in the hallway. Then Ashley walks out, walking up to him, "Hey Ash, I heard about the sleepover. Do you want me to bring you home, or do you just want to stay here?". Ashley smiled and put her arms around him. "I am going stay here. I don't get to hang out with Claire much, and I want to get to know Lilly more, but thank you, darling." Leon smiled and pulled Ashley in for a kiss.

Ashley pulled away. "good night, and I will text you tomorrow." Leon smiled as he walked to the door. "ok, I will look for it." Leon left the house, driving to his apartment.

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Leon entered his apartment, opened the fridge, and saw only a pizza and some beer. "Fuck I forgot to go grocery shopping" Leon then put the beer down, and he walked into his bathroom, took his clothes off, then hopped into the shower; as he was in the shower, he thought about Y/n and got hard. He grabbed his member and just thought about Y/n, letting everything sexual thought about her in his head as he was jacking off. Moaning as he felt about the first time and all of the other times Leon had sex with Y/n, it was not many, but when he had sex with her, it was the best he ever had. He just though about her touch and how her skin is so soft he never felt like this about anyone but Y/n was different, he though about there first kiss getting closer to her at work and how it felt.

Leon then came and then washed it off, and after the shower, he got out, looking in the mirror still naked, just thinking out loud, "fuck, what the fuck is wrong with me...I should have thought about Ash, but I didn't. I love her, but for some reason, it just doesn't bring up the sexual side of me. I mean, sex is good with her, but I just got like Y/n... More" Leon washed his face, then walked out and into his bedroom. Leon puts on some gray Sweatpants and walks into the kitchen to grab his beer. He opens it and then sits down, drinking a beer and watching a stupid TV show, falling asleep soon after.

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~The next day~

Leon was walking into work, texting Ashley, who was getting coffee. He walked into work, seeing Lilly standing by Chris and Claire. He had never seen her here, so he walked up to the group. "Hey guys, what up." Chris looked at Leon. "Good morning, Leon. We were just talking about Y/n. She got sick, so she is going to be out for a week," Chris said, looking at Lilly and Claire. "Yeah, poor Y/n," Claire said, but Leon could tell it was a lie "Oh, that's sad well, after work I will just go to her place and give her some soup," Leon said, trying to see what they will say Lilly "oh you don't need to I am going to be go to see her" Leon just nod and went to the training room later in a meeting Jake and Y/n seem to be missing everyone notice but didn't say anything unite Chris open up about the two. "Now i know everyone has most like notice but Jake Muller and Y/n are not here, i can't get into what happed for there privacy but Jake got into some trouble and he going to be gone for a week but Y/n got really sick but she will be ok and back in a week too".

Leon looked up at Chris taking in everything he is saying, then Later after work he left work only to go back because he left something. Leon drove back just thinking about Y/n and he got out of his car, Leon start walking to the building seeing Claire's car What is Claire still doing here he thought then he saw Chris car as well and thought Chris is here too.