losing you

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Aria Montgomery thought she had it all. The life she always dreamed of. having a house in California. Pursing her photography career. being married to Ezra Fitz and having the dream house he promised to build. Aria didn't know she could have it all. finally escaping A and remaining in love with Ezra. they made it work. ever since she graduated two years ago she's never been happier. Aria has been pregnant for awhile now. Ezra is well aware. He couldn't be happier because there's no one he loves more than Aria. Aria is due in two weeks and Ezra has been doing everything none stop from organizing baby room(s) packing the diaper bag. just making sure everything is ready and right in the world before their little girl Vanessa comes home. Vanessa renae Fitz that is. every night Ezra helps Aria to bed and kisses her stomach and sings to the baby and Aria. having it all makes you finally feel worth it in this world. but she always felt worth it because Ezra made her feel like it. she didn't care what the world said because Ezra reminded her everyday that she was his whole world. Key word was. Let me take you back to the moment ezra first laid his eyes on aria Montgomery. It was a quite tuesday afternoon. In fact he saw a stunning girl in a bar who he thought he'd forget but ended up falling in love with her. They ran away together and never looked back. aria never thought the day would come that she would end up leaving ezra in this cold world by himself or in fact him leaving her.

ARIAS POV:

I thought going into labor was the most beautiful thing in the world. But at the same time it was the scariest day of my life. I was told the news its you or the baby. I made it very clear to Ezra it was the baby we were saving here not me. he was upset. he couldn't sleep he couldn't eat knowing he was going to lose me the moment i pushed the baby out. that moment finally came. they told me they'd try everything to save me too but i was OK with it. Ive lived and Ive loved. the monitor started making weird noises i heard chaos as i pushed the last push until my baby came out. i saw the tears on Ezras face. my eyes started to close he yelled. " don't leave me yet. please. don't die. i cant do this without you." i smiled. "kiss me Ezra." i said one last time as i closed my eyes for what i thought was forever. I heard his cries as everything started to dissapear I heard the flat line. they tried everything they were shocking me with everything. they kept trying they wouldn't stop. i saw this white light it was warm and welcoming but once i walked towards it something pushed me back and told me its not over and that my time hasn't came and that i need to go back. i woke up gasping for air. i saw the doctors exiting the room but turning around in an instant and seeing Ezra next to me still holding on crying. saying "no no no shes not gone." i was alive. I loved through the impossible and ever since Ive been happy. happily in love with Ezra and our daughter Vanessa. shes 5 now. today me and Ezra went on a walk. I didn't see it coming. in an instant he was down on the ground. he jumped in front of the bullet for me. he was rushed to the hospital i rode in the ambulance with him. "don't you dare close your eyes. you cant leave me because i cant live without you. i love you Ezra." "aria get out of here before he shoots you too. i love you. im so sorry." his eyes started rolling in the back of his head. "no stay with me." i kept shaking him hoping he would come back. "kiss me." he whispered. i didn't hesitate. i smashed my lips to his. we arrived in the hospital and about after 6 hours the doctors finally walked out to me. " we removed the bullet. but some of the powder traveled to his heart." i felt sick. i fell to my knees. they told me how sorry they were and how they tried everything they said i could go see him. i walked in the room. i was his angelic face. he was cold. i felt his limp body and kissed him one last time. Ezra died. so that brings me to current day. his funeral. because i never planned the day id lose Ezra Fitzgerald. the love of my life, my soulmate, my best friend, my world, my smile and my laugh. it's hard to forget someone as extraordinary as him. no one comes close. but when you lose someone like that you lose yourself too. i lost him.. forever this time. What if we were blind to the lives we left behind. his fingers were cold on my skin. I wish I could feel his warmth again. I feel nothing anymore. what if we could rewind like a movie. I wish I could feel again because my time with him was heaven. I swear if we had another chance. i'd never let him go.

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