•• this is based on 6x06 with aria seeing Nicole with Ezra :(
EZRAS POV:
After dropping arias recommendation off I headed back to the brew. Nicole was there and I figured we could talk. she's beautiful and she seems to really be into literature.
ARIAS POV:
After Ezra came over and left me my recommendation I guess I can officially enter for this internship. the words he wrote were almost as beautiful as him. I'm starting to realize he's all I've ever had and all I've ever wanted. I wanted to see him and thank him once more. I sat in my room and kept thinking about how Ezra said he had my self portrait over his desk. I thought it was cute. I miss him. I miss us. I just want us back to the way we were before. I need someone to talk to. I need someone to make me feel safe again like he did. he's my go to person and I can't and lying to him. It hurts. I kept re reading this recommendation. I realized maybe no one really knows me as best as him. I got in my car and I started to drive to the brew. I sat in the car for a good 20 minutes before even going in. What am I going to say? it's closed... Will it be weird if I just went to see him? I sat there just thinking of everything that could go wrong. I fixed my hair and put on little more lip gloss and touched up my mascara. I got out shut my door and walked passed one of the windows. I saw ezras beautiful face sitting on that couch. then all the memories flooded back but then I got to the door to open it then I saw him with some girl. she's beautiful and she's reading his favorite book and he's smiling. smiling so big. she's his age. I slowly shut the door and walked away back to my car. he moved on. he actually moved on. I hate her because she's so beautiful. the way he was smiling. he looked happy for once. maybe I never gave him happiness. but as I sat in my car I just thought about how I once kissed him on that couch. how we once shared a coffee together there but now he's doing the same with a new girl. maybe I should let him go. he deserves someone who doesn't give him complicated. that's all I've ever given him. He doesn't deserve everything with A. he deserves a good life and to be happy. I drove home and headed to my room. mike comes back tomorrow he knows monas back and we have lots to talk about I guess. I went to bed woke up and took a shower and got dressed. I stared at the letter on my bed side all day. mike came in. "Oh hey Mike." "hey, you ok?" "Yeah I'm fine." I said slouching down to the floor. "no you're not tell me what's wrong." "I saw Ezra with another girl mike can we please just not talk about it." "Aria you know maybe she's a friend but also maybe you should talk to him." "No mike please let me be." he walked out and the tears streamed down my face. I opened the letter. I got accepted and won the internship. but what do I tell Ezra? that I won and I need to leave. maybe I just won't tell him. it's none of his concern anymore. I went to the brew and got a coffee. I ran into Caleb he was grabbing lunch for him and Hanna and then I saw Ezra. he wakes towards me I turned ignoring him then he stepped in front of me with his beautiful green eyes. "did you hear back from them I know it should be today or tomorrow." "yeah I did. I need to go." I tried walking around him. "aria did you get it?" I stared at him for a good minute. "no I didn't. I'm late and I need to go." I said angered. "aria are you okay?" he said grabbing my arm. "no Ezra please just don't touch me." I walked to the trash can slammed the coffee in it and got in the car and drove off. I got to the stop sign and just completely broke down. tears were falling and I was wanting to beat myself up for yelling at the man I love just because I was jealous. he doesn't deserve that. I drove to Hannas where spencer and her were. I told them what happened. I sat there for a few minutes. "did you tell him you still love him?" Hanna asked. "no.." "Well you should before someone else comes along and tells him before you can." "Maybe you're right." I drove back to the brew I barged into his office but this time it was Ezra sitting in his desk chair and her leaning over and kissing him. they both looked up I stared at the both of them for a moment. "I'm so sorry. I'll come back later." "No aria wait." he yelled but I ran out before he could stop me and hid on the side of building. he didn't see me. "damn it." he said then Nicole came back outside. "Nicole I have to go talk to her she has these papers I forgot to fill out I'll talk to you later. I'm sorry." I saw her hug him goodbye and walk the other way Ezra ran back inside I ran to my car and drove home. no one was home I hurried and shut the door and buried myself in the couch. I heard a knock on the door it was Clark. he had some new photo prints he needed to show me. I invited him to come sit at my kitchen table when I heard another knock. "Ezra? What what are you doing here?" "can I come in?" "Noes not a good time." I said looking over at Clark. he put both of his hands in his pockets. "I see." he stared at Clark for a few moments. "Wait here." I walked over to Clark "hey my friends here and we have to go through some things maybe we can go get that donut or whatever later." I said as he walked out the door he smiled. "Yeah I'd like that." Ezra stepped in. I paced back and forth as he shut the door behind him. "Look I was going to come tell you the honest to god truth that... I... Uhh... Look... Well what I was going to say is that- but now all I can say is that I'm still in love with you. I've been in love with you forever. And I needed you to know that. then I saw you with her and didn't want to make everything so complicated. I saw you with her last night you looked happy. So I need to let you go." "aria I-..." "Ezra it's fine you don't have to say anything. I'm going to go up to my room and when I come back you won't be here." I started to walk up the stairs. He grabbed my arm and turned me towards him. "aria I still love you too." "You do?" "Always have and always will." I smiled at him as I pulled his arm closer to my body. I pulled him close to me. he cupped my face like he always used to and smashed our lips together. I started to kiss him back with more force. I felt my legs being lifted from the ground to around his waist. he started kissing me harder as he walked up the stairs. "Do you remember which room is mine?" he smiled and kept kissing me as he opened my bedroom door and locked it while still kissing me then laid me on his bed gently.
