Finding Freedom

Your core....

Y/n POV

As you made eye contact over your shoulder, you felt his... member on your ass through his jeans. You decide to move on with testing him. "Sorry." Your face was red, but you knew what you were doing to him. So, as you turned around, you moved back and forth to adjust yourself. You felt it more. [Maybe this is too much. I'm also starting to feel more warm, and that feeling in between my legs isn't getting any better. . . No, I need to test this.] While you were "adjusting," he grabbed your waist and leaned forward. "Unless you want it inside, you quit moving on it." You froze.

After another 10 minutes, everyone was done, and everyone was getting up. You went to get down. He stopped you. You pouted your lip. "You said after dinner." He raised an eyebrow. "No, I said maybe after dinner." You make a face. "Let me go. I wanna help clean up." You went to get off his lap again this time he grabbed your inner thigh you paused. Your breathing picked up. "N-namjoon." He started rubbing his thumb in circles on your inner thigh. "Namjoon." He's really close to your core too close. The feeling between your legs is overpowering you. You clench your legs together, making it worse. His breath on your neck. "Aww baby, you feeling okay." Your heart rate was up. You want his hand on your core. You want him to make you feel good. "Namjoon p-please go up." He paused."What?" [OH MY GOD WHY DID I SAY THAT EVERYONE IS AROUND US BUT NO ONE HEARD BUT NAMJOON DID. DO I SAY IT AGAIN?] You realize he's caught off guard. You quickly jump out of his lap and run to your room, and shut the door.

[What the hell was that? Why did I want him to touch me there?] You were curious how it would feel if he did touch you. You locked the door and took your pants and underwear off and layed on your bed. You reached your hand down and touched your vagina. You sucked in a little gasp of air. You started moving your fingers in a circular motion while thinking of what you wanted Namjoon to do. You imagine him touching you in all the places that wanted to be touched. As if he's there, you thrust your fingers into your insides. You keep going till you feel like you can't take it anymore. Your back arched off the bed. You felt a liquid leaving your body along with all of the pressure. You let yourself relax until you realize that you just got your bed wet and you were going to have ask for another set of sheets.

You grabbed your phone out of the nightstand drawer. You went to contacts and texted Jimin.

Y/n: Hey, can you get me new bed covers, please 🙏

Jimin:Yeah, no problem. What happened?

Y/n: I'll tell you when you get in here.

You slipped your underwear and pants on and waited patiently and took the sheets off. There was a wet spot on the matress. "Damn it." You wisperd. You heard a soft knock on the door. "Come in." He opened the door and walked in. "Shut the door." he closed it gently. "What happened? Did you get your period?" You turned and looked at him embarrassed. "No, something else." He paused."There's something else?" You smacked your forehead "No it's just embarrassing.... I um I.... I don't know how to say it." He looked confused. "Promise, you won't laugh or judge me or tell the others." He nodded his head, yes. "Okay, um, so I had a weird feeling in my core, so I...... messed with myself till the pressure in my stomach was coming out of me.... so yeah, that's why." He was silent. "Say something." He just gave you a small smile. "That's normal. Especially when you have strong feelings for someone and your body feels the need for it. Was this your first time masterbaitig?" You nodded your head. "Okay, would you like any advice? Or do you have any questions?" You thought about it. "Um advice, please." He smiled and walked over to your couch and patted the spot next to him. You walked over and sat down. "Well, when you materbait, you're satisfying yourself and your sexual needs. So you can go at your own pace, don't rush yourself. Also, I can give you a vibrater it helps a lot. Trust me." Your face was completely red. "Also, that feeling is called being horny." You nodded your head. [Wait, was that what Jungkook felt earlier? I knew it meant feeling very sensitive to touch, but damn im probably wrong. I'll Google it later.] "Thanks, Jimin. I'm good now it was just embarrassing. " He smiled. "No problem." He walked out of the room and shut the door behind him.