Ibaadat

I missed her

Rishab pov
I took my butterfly  to her  apartment though i wanted to take her with me but i didnt wanted her to hear any unnessary taunts by media .
Knowing after yesterdays meeting they must have been keeping eyes on my home .
When i took my baby to the flat it still had my fingerprint in biometric ..
My heart was jumping like crazy knowing she still trusts me that she hasnt removed my finger print yet .
When i went in i noticed everything was probable same like it was 9.5 months back . My butterfly was still in my arms mummering somethings on her own.
I took her to her bedroom .
I noticed she still had our pictures my pictures on the wall

I remember how happy my butterfly was when she bought this home with her own money .
First thing she did was to make this collage . She wanted our pictures as the first decor house .
She called it wall of love . It had all our sweet momments .
Kriti - why ... are ... you ... roing
Rishab - roing?
Kriti - roing
Rishab - its called crying princess n no m not crying
Kriti - i forgot
Rishab - what did you forgot
Kriti - i dunno i forgot , you lay me .. on bed
I nodded and made her lay on bed
I went to her mirror area and took makeup cleanser .
After dating for 10 years i probably know everything about everything .
I cleaned her makeup
While she had her eyes close
My butterfly looked more serene in her bare face
Butterfly cmon i will give you dress go change and come.
Kriti - noooo... i tired
I - cmon baby just remove this that wear that cmon
Somehow he gave kriti a nightly and went out
After 5 min i asked if i can come in
I hear a come in whisper and i went in

I saw she had worn her nightly but still had her heels on , i made her lay on bed and removed her heels

Rishab - now you sleep . I should go
Kriti - go?
Hmmm probably you wont like me here tommorow
Rishab - i have to go home too na butterfly
Kriti - but where wd i go ... you were my home.
Rishab - just wait for a little bit more
butterfly i will take you away from this world. Just give me sometime ...
Kriti stared at him holding his hand
It was already 3.30 am rishab made her lay on bed and started caressing her head .
Kriti - you ...you know ... i .... Miss uh .... Every.. day .... A lot ... i feel ... i feel like my world has shattered ... into ... m.. many ... pieces ... why .. did .. you left.. me ... i ... r.. rea.. really .. loved ... y..you
Kriti slept crying
Rishab - i am really very sorry butterfly please forgive me baby

Finally at 4.30 rishab got up and kissed her forhead
I love you baby

Kriti woke up at 9.30 with terrible headache
Ughh i cant remember what happend last night
I went to that lawn then
I was talking to someone
Or crying ughhh
I went to washroom and did brush first , i just stood under cold shower after 2 min i started getting flashback
Kriti - rishab ...
Till now she remembred how he carried her on his shoulder . How he made her sit on car bonnet .. that ice cream .. that coat snuggle that heels that caressing
Though i wasnt able to remember our talks
I knew he was here and oh god how did i end up like this and advait .... Shit advait
She checked her phone but hadnt received any calls
She checked her texts and noticed advait's chat
Kriti - oh he informed advait

Anyways it was monday so i got ready for hospital
And  made my way towards my car

Her outfit

I transfered all my surguries to one of my fellow doctor , i didnt really wanted to do while thinking about him .
I was just thinking about it when our hod came in reqesting me to go for a college function
Knowing  my relations with advait and rishab and uncle from start made me one from board of durectors noone really forced me for anything . But as today i didnt even had any work and i was only thinking about rishab so i thought to distract myself so i just said sure i would go there .
After he told me the name i realised its diyas college she would be really happy seeing me there .
I just went home to get ready though i was going to wear another formal outfit but i had time so why not.

I went to my apartmenr and took my sweet time to get ready .

Though i wasnt looking that formal but then i thought
If you feel confident enough , rest dont matter
Your cloths wont take your degree away

I remember
Advaits dad told this to me . When i became doctor i started to become very consious about my looks . From start i used to wear every type of cloths . So i thought maybe my patients or fellow doc would not want me to wear them and would like if i wear saree n suits.
One day uncle made me understand
I have studied hard for this degree
Its my hardwork
Its not to impress others
Its about my confidence and like
Ofcourse i should look presentable but that doesnt needs me to be uncomfortable .

I smiled remembring him ...
Anywayyyyy it was already 12.30 and event was at 1.30 so i made my way towards my car .

There it was ....