Naino ki toh Baat Naina Jaante Hain

His Panic attacks

The next day, Monami had left along with Shreya to Shreya's school.

Also Monami used to take care of the entire orphanage and early morning our special agents were busy with their training.

None of them knew that Monami and Shreya had left.

Soon it was time for breakfast.
Everyone headed to the mess, especially Karan as he was eager to meet Monami and Shreya.

On reaching the mess everyone sat at their respective tables, and the special agents sat together at their table discussing about the training, how to improve the Cadets performance and stuff.

Karan was wondering why Monami and Shreya hadn't come to the Mess.

He went to Dilbhagji and asked if Monami and Shreya had come earlier.

Karan : Dilbhagji, kya Monami aur Shreya pehle aaye thhey?!

Dilbhagji nodded and told that the duo had come around 7.00 am , had their breakfast.

He even told how happy he was on seeing Monami who was very sweet and also Shreya 's funny mimicry of Monami.

Dilbhagji: Karan Puttar, Monami aur Shreya,dono 7 baje aaye thhey.

Undono ne Naashta kar liya hain. Tum pareshaan mat ho.

Puttar, aaj Monami Bitiya ko dekhke main bahut khush thha.

Pata hain woh choti Bacchi badi pyaari hain aur Monami ka nakal utar rahi thhi.

Karan nodded ,he quickly finished his breakfast and went to check on Monami.

He went to their room and saw that it was empty. He panicked ,he tried calling on Monami's number but her number came out of coverage area.

Panic gripped his heart and fear captured his mind.

Flashbacks of him losing Monami in the mission started coming.

Cold sweat was formed on his forehead. He started taking rapid shallow breaths. Param and Faizi who were going to meet Karan, saw that .....

They ran towards him, Faizi rubbed Karan's back while Param asked Karan to take deep breaths.

Karan was in a state were all he could see his Monami getting shot and then the place burning down in ashes .

He couldn't hear the concerned voices of his best friend and brother.

Unable to take those flashbacks he pushed Param and Faizi and ran towards the jeep.

Param and Faizi followed Karan, but weren't able to catch up his pace.

Karan hopped onto his jeep and drove hastily towards the Orphanage.

Faizi and Param too went to the Orphanage as they had a rough idea that ,that's where Karan was going to check.

Karan somehow reached the Orphanage and ran inside, he saw Monami sitting doing some work in the hall.

As soon as Monami looked up,she was shocked to look at Karan's panic stricken face.

Karan ran towards her and touched her cheeks to confirm it was his Monami.

As soon as he felt her cheeks he hugged her tightly pouring out all his insecurities and fear.

Monami realized that Karan was not looking well. She reciprocated his hug and rubbed his back.

She then asked Karan to tell about 5 things he could see.

Monami: Karan apne aas paas tumhe kya dikhai de raha hain.

Karan : main tumhe dekh sakta hoon, aas paas bahut saare sketch pens hain.

Uss kone mein ek sundar dream catcher hain.

Uss shelf pe bahut saare trophies hain.

Monami smiled that ,Karan's panic attack was controlled to some extent.

Monami: Kya tum meri aawaz acche se sun sakte ho.....

Karan : pehle, mujhe laga ki woh mera sapna hoga par ab achhese sunai de raha hain.

Monami: Good!!

Ab gehri saas lo......

Karan followed Monami's instructions properly and in sometime he was visibly better.

Monami asked him to sit on the chair.

She went inside and got some water for him. She helped him drink the water.

Once he was done she wiped some of the water around his mouth with the hem of her Kurta.

Karan smiled at her actions,his heart was at peace.

Monami: Kya hua thha...tum aise panic karte hue kyu aaye?!

Pata hain tumhe dekhkar main dar gayi thhi.
Itne acche Commando ho.

Aur Kya tum apne panic attacks or liye koi help le rahe ho.

Karan : Woh maine tumhe aur Shreya ko Academy mein nahi dekha.

Mujhe laga tum dono par koi musibat aayi hain.

I am sorry agar meri wajah se tum pareshaan hui . He said with guilt in his voice.

Monami realized that he was in a guilt trip for something that was not his fault.

She held his hand and gently caressed it with her thumb. Karan smiled at her actions.

Karan continued,
Maine apne Panic attacks ke liye therapy lena shuru kiya hain.

Kya main tumhe kucch puchoon ?!

Monami nodded and Karan continued.

Kya tum mere saath, mere har therapy ke din chalogi only if you don't mind.

Monami smiled ,

Haan Karan main chalungi tumhare saath.
Panic attacks sehat ke liye accha nahi hain.

Accha chalo, kucch khalo, maine Pulao banaya hain aur uske baad mere saath,chalo
Hamein bacchon ko bhi school se lana hain.