• oh god this one's kinda silly but i was just ranting about what was going on at that point in time, i know it's been like less than a month since i wrote these but i no longer feel like how this note expresses so yay for me!!
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ever since that diagnosis
the one from a month ago
my life has felt strange
ive never felt this way
not even during my parents divorce
or when i lost my only friend
or when i moved countries
life just feels strange
i feel like the im stuck on a trap
everybody's passing by looking at me
yet they're not stopping
but it's weird,
i don't want pity
i don't want attention
i don't want comfort
i just want my world to pause
to let me process all this slowly
it's difficult to know that nothing will stop
just because of a diagnosis that changed everything for me
i have everything that could help me with these moments
but my life is just passing me by while i watch it
watching how im missing out because of how i feel
i feel sick each day
(it's probably from all that medicine i take)
but what can i do?
everything gets better
YOU ARE READING
late night notes by a teenage girl
Randomstuff i wrote late at night on my notes app, i don't want to lose them if i ever get a new phone because mine is so beat up now so im just gonna put them up on here :) some might be corny because i was just pissed off the day i wrote them. some are...
