"It's called murder baby" marko x female reader oneshots

chocolate treats and bloody sheets.

<Warning alert>
< blood warning, sexual warning,and menstrual cycle mentioned warning>

I woke to a sharp pain in my lower back that shot back and forth from side to side for a good 10 minutes. A rough groan fell from my lips as I contorted myself into a fetal position. I looked to the clock that glowed a green hue across the room it read 10:30 AM. My period had started today, and the first day was always the worst. Normally, it is very heavy and painful. I knew i was in for a day of bed rest. I felt a cold breeze as I looked around the cave walls. It had been five months since i started staying for weeks on end in the cave with my boyfriend and his brothers. I looked to the pillow beside me, sighing sadly, only finding a delicate, wrapped chocolate bar. With no thought, I easily snatch it under the covers with me. I ripped the foil warpper off and started nibbling on it like a bunny as a piece of paper caught my attention. I pull myself from the thick nest of blankets to the bedside table where I start to light a few candles. Leaning back onto the assortment of pillows, i started to read the note.

My love,

I know that by the time you read this, you will have woken to the start of your menstrual cycle. I have left you a treat. im in our roost i just need a few hours to get myself in control. The boys will be out hunting all night today, so i hope you are at ease. I know it eases me knowing they will not be home.On the bedside table, i have left some medicine. I'll be back to the nest soon. Please dont be sad. I always worry my self-control will fail me in times like this. How my dead heart ached to leave our bedside, but i can't risk you. I could never forgive myself.

Yours completely,
Marko

I feel my eyes water stupid emotions. I love that stupid vampire, but I wish he would just stay. I finish my chocolate and open the nightstand table, placing his note, among many others. I take my medicine and push myself out of the warmth of the nest. The bathroom in the corner half fallen down is a safe enough place for me to change. I check Marko's shirt. Luckily, there is no blood on it. I pull a pair of panties and a pad from my bag by the sink. Quickly removing the bloody ones from my body throwing them into a pile of dirty clothes though i know, I'll never see that pair again by the time i get to Landry. Marko has been stealing my bloody panties for months from each menstruation. i haven't said anything about it. I do wonder what he does with them. I know this time of the month is hard for him, too. After putting on a new pair with a fresh pad on, i make my way back to the bed. I opened the bedside table agian, pushing around all the notes i keep. pulling out a book i keep hidden in there.i settled in the nest of blankets and pillows to start reading. I have read it 100 times, but it's my favorite book. Im sure marko has seen it but just doesn't say anything about it. It's a vampire erotica novel about an lonely Italian vampire searching for his mate. It reminds me of marko. He finds her only for his pack to want to sacrifice the poor human girl for their pack leader. For once, he can't obey their commands he has waited so long for her that he wasn't going to give her up easily. I have gotten half away through the book when my eyes get heavy. With a sigh, i mark my page and safely, stuffing the book under my pillow. I curl into the thick blankets, and the smell of marko and blood fill my senses as a fall alseep.
Painful cramps wake me again. I sigh as im met with an empty pillow wishing he would be lying there the next time i wake. I can only hope. Though not so empty, a sandwich and bag of chips lay on it along with another chocolate bar. I pull myself from our nest again, eating all the food like a starved man. That i am glad marko isn't here to see. My eyes catch the sight of another note.

My love,

I left you lunch. Please eat. More medicine is on the night table. I will leave as soon as the sun sets to go feed and be back. I know you are sad with me not staying at the nest. I wish i could say i have never thought of your blood running down my throat, seeing if you taste as good as you smell. Nor wondering if your heart would race as a feed from you or if it would slow in shock of it all. Would i be violent like i am with others, my nails stabbing into your sides placed in that sweet spot between the ribs tearing flesh from bone,like i always do? Would i even notice. Would i gently drink from you like you're a delicate crystal glass of wine, holding you gently and loose. Knowing you would never try to escape even if i wanted you to. Would i know. Would i come down from the feeding frenzy not knowing?no, how could i not know your blood. Your heart beat. Your scent. I wish i was better, but i am not. I have through these things. I have had nightmares of what i would do to you. I tell myself i would never, but is that really true. Love is such a human emotion. I have very little human left in me. It could never overpower the monster i am. You shouldn't be with me, but that human part that knows you would be better off with someone else, someone less dangerous, is gone. We vampires are so possessive and controlling, so even if i wanted to save you from the pain or such a horrible outcome. I wouldn't. I can never let you go. I can barely stand you going home. Before long, i won't be able to even let you do that. I can feel it. Im selfish you'll regret loving me soon. If you do, it doesn't matter. I'll never let you go even if I must chain you to the nest i will.