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At Friday evening dinner:
The Gilmore's are eating comfortably when the maid comes into the dining room
G:Mrs.Gilmore two friends of Tori are here.
T:Cristina,Meredith?
E: thank you Gina.
T: What are you both doing here?
C:Mrs.Gilmore, could I talk to Tori?
E: of course.
C: thank you.
T: what's going on?
M: I don't know myself.
Tori, Meredith and Cristina go into the living room
T: what's going on Cristina?
C: I'm pregnant.
T,M:wow.
M: will you keep it?
C: no.
T: Does Owen already know?
C:yes.
M,T: and?
C: he is angry with me.
T: he's an ass.
M:Tori is right.
C: I know. Is one of you lucky?
M: Derek and I got married on a sticky note.
T,C:Congratulations
C:Tori?
T: Tristan and I had sex in the car.
Meredith and Cristina laugh
At the next Friday evening dinner:
T: um Grandma, it's okay if a friend of mine can come short, because I have to talk to him, it's important he doesn't stay long either.
E: of course. who?
T:Owen he is a friend of mine and a colleague.
J:Mrs.Gilmore a friend of Tori is here.
E: thank you Jenny.
O: I'm happy to see them all again. Tori, what do you want to talk to me about?
T: about Cristina. she doesn't really have a choice she wants you and she loves you she really makes an effort and instead of you loving her and supporting her because of the abortion you push her away for what? For a child that Cristina will hate and will not love. from then on, Tori didn't care that her family listened to everything
O:ok Tori, you're still a little too young for that.
T:ok you know what will happen if Cristina will have a child that she doesn't want it will almost try to kill her to love a child like she loves to operate will almost kill her and at some point will almost kill her child. do you know what it's like to grow up with someone who never wanted you I already, do you know what it's like to stand in the way of a career I already, do you know what it's like when you're on your own as a child I'm already, do you know what it's like to have an unhappy childhood I already, do you know what it's like To educate myself I already, you know it's not to be loved and never to be noticed I do, do you know how it is if you always put in the second place I already, I grew up with Cristina my parents are Cristina and as the child that no one wanted I tell you I don't do that to her because she will hate it and it will kill her at some point just like the child and it will always say that she is fine and that it's okay just like me but the truth is that I't feel And I'm never okay I'm broken and can't anymore I just want to give up. And what if you get a second child at some point what happens then there's a favorite child that other doesn't really matter the other child makes the other child bad so that it's the favorite child I know what I'm talking about I experience that all my life and at some point it gets so broken that it only waits for the day until it's dead or it will eventually be so broken that it realizes that something is broken in it And can never be repaired. Take me as an example I don't think that you want your child to be like me and fight with an eating disorder, with minority complexes, with connection problems with depression, with suicidal thoughts or with the feeling of never being good enough I tell you to let Cristina abort the child it is the best for her and above all the best for the child that and it will know that it was never wanted just like me.
There were all tears in Richard's eyes himself and everyone realized that it was their fault, they can never make up for it. The rest of the dinner went quietly, no one would know what to say.
At the dining table:
L:Tori...
T: I'm fine.
R: you're not doing well.
T: how do you want to know that?
L: We all heard what you said.
T:and? Do you want to get in with me now?
L:Tori...
T: no, I'm tired of it, okay? I've never been interested in you anyway, I know I was never wanted.
E:Tori...
T: no, you never paid attention to me, no one of you.
Ri:Tori...
T: no, you wouldn't even know my name until now, I don't really care. Tori said in tears
L:Tori...
T: no you tell me every day that I should be more like Rory and should I tell you something Rory always told me as a child that I will never be enough and no one will ever love me and she was right so congratulations Rory.
R: it does...
T: you're not sorry you're never sorry you make my life hell for me all of you and should I tell you something else Rory kissed Tristan.
L: I'm sure she didn't do that on purpose..
T: why do you always have to defend her? Is it so hard to be on my side?
Everyone is looking at Tori with tears
T: do you really believe that I am so stupid I hear how you talk about me you all look at me as if I were going to a school that would never have taken me I know that I am the stupid one and I know that I am the disappointment of the family.
So Tori leaves the house and thinks about where to go to Meredith, she can't because Lorelai knows where Tori is, which is why Tori knows where she can go without Lorelai knows where she is and knows that she can come at any time no matter how late, so Tori books a ticket to Los Angeles
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Gilmore Girls x Grey's Anatomy (English)
FanfictionVictoria Gilmore is known for always having perfect hair, for her wit and intelligence, for being dark and twisted, for her talent, for her popularity and especially for being the unwanted twin ----------------------------------- How could you hurt...