Victoria Gilmore is known for always having perfect hair, for her wit and intelligence, for being dark and twisted, for her talent, for her popularity and especially for being the unwanted twin
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How could you hurt...
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In the hospital:
Tori stands with her family in front of Dr. Waytt's office
T: why do we have to go to my therapist?
R: because you already know her.
Dw: come in.
E: thank you.
45 minutes later:
T:Dr.Waytt I'm doing well, I'm always fine.
Dw: you're never doing well, and you know that, you'd like to give up and end your life.
T: that's not true.
Lorelai, Rory, Emily and Richard are sitting there and don't know what to say
Dw: People make mistakes and you stand back and wait for you to fail so that you can say aha, now I'll stop.
T: no, it didn't work.
Dw: didn't your life work? That you let slip away from under you.
T:ok, when will they stop thinking that I'm suicidal?
Dw: when you start to be someone who wants to be alive.
T: give me my file.
Dw: why?
T: because I'm not at risk of suicide, and if so, then it's wrong.
Dw: what happened last year when you fell into the water?
T: I almost drowned, do you think I did it for fun?
Dw: you put your hand in a body where there was a bomb inside even though you knew it could have exploded.
T: I tried to save a patient.
Dw: why is it so that every other person in this room has the idea to cover themselves? You know teenagers run away from this line between life and death, you seem to stand on it and wait for a strong wind to swing you in one direction or another, you are ruthless with your life, you don't cut your wrist, but you are ruthless probably because your family gave you the feeling all your life that you are a waste of space in this world and your grandfather told you, the problem that you believe it, don't be careful that day, you will die because of it.
T: So you think I'm broken?
Dw: yes. and you know it too.
After the therapy session:
L:Tori.
T: I have to go to work.
Her family looks after her sadly
In the cafeteria:
Tori sits down with her friends
I: how was it?
T: I am at risk of suicide for Dr. Wyatt.
Her friends look at her sadly
T: don't look at me like that.
L: How do we look?
T: as if I were dead.
M: do you want to talk?
T: no, I'm too tired to talk, I'm too tired for my family, I'm just too tired.
Her friends look at her worriedly
The next day:
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Tori goes to Dr. Wyatt's office and sees her family sitting there
T:oh you are it.
Dw:Tori please sit down.
Tori sits down
T: why do we have to do the therapy? It's not like we're all happy and closer afterwards.
E: why can't you be like Rory anymore?
Tori rolls her eyes
Ri: do you think it's easy for all of us with you? You can't imagine what it's like to experience the older you get that you become more and more ordinary, it's enough that your mother is ordinary but I can still expect my granddaughters to become extraordinary but apparently only Rory can do that, the only thing you can do is fail and be a shame for the name Gilmore.
Dw: Mr.Gilmore is enough.
T: do you think it's so easy for me with you? Do you think it's easy for me to never be good with the thoughts of never being good, no matter how hard I work? Do you think it's so easy for me when people tell me that I should be more like Rory? Do you want to know why I'm so ordinary? Do you want to know why I'm so unfocused? Do you want to know what happened to me? You, you happened to me. you all since happened to me. and I just want a break from you, because I'm tired and don't want to anymore.
Ri: if you hate me so much, you could have just let me die.
T: But I didn't want that.
Ri: why not? You hate me.
T: because letting my grandfather die then to be able to listen to me that it is my fault will not be another thing that happens to me.
Tori's Pager beeps
T: I have to go.
Tori wipes away her tears and leaves the office
M: is everything okay?
T:yes.
C: do you want to talk?
T:no.
M: Do you want tequila later?
T: that would be nice.
M: move to me.
T: what?
M: move to me, even though you actually already live with me.
T: are you sure?
M: yes, otherwise you die. and I love you too much to let you die.
Tori smiles
T: I feel flattered.
Cristina and Meredith laugh
M: we'll get your things tomorrow.
T:ok.
Tori knows when it gets tough that she can rely on her real family
