Womb..|Jikook

28.

The next morning no one came out of their rooms, no one even left the house.. Jimin still hasn't come home and everything was gone horriblly wrong..

"Hyung I'm done! They are both adults! THEY ARE RISKING EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW!" Namjoon yelled pacing back and forth"
"Joon, just calm down.. they lost their kid" seokjin said. "I UNDERSTAND- I understand that.. but they decided to make the decision to have kids, no matter if it went wrong or right.." Namjoon sat down closing his eyes taking a deep breath.
"This has to be fixed soon, it's been months hyung..." joon said.

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"Jungkook.. Jungkook wake up!" Bangchan said shaking him.
"Mmm" Jungkook groaned.
He'd fallen asleep at the bar..

Again...

"I swear this is the last time I'm giving you free drinks, or any drinks at all" Chan rolled his eyes
"YAH! JEON JUNGKOOK! WAKE UP!" Christopher screamed in his ear.

"AIISHIIIBAL YOU MOTHERFU-
His eyes squinted as his vision became clear.

"Agh!" He suddenly feels a throbbing pain in his head. "Fuck" he stood up wobbling to the door.
"Jungkook what the hell is wrong with you!" Chan grabbed him. "CHAN LET ME GO!" Jungkook tried to break out of his hold.
"Please I'll let you leave, just sit down for 5 minutes" Chan said.
Jungkook slowly caught his breath as Chan slowly let him go. Christopher walked behind the bar and made a glass of water as jungkook sat down.
"What happened to you? Why are you doing this to yourself jungkook?" Chan asked sliding him the water.
"I- my son.. he died.. and I-
Jungkook started to cry.
"I abandoned my f- family because of it, the only h-human I love the most, I'm hurting him... all because I c-can't express my emotions well" he sobbed.
"Jungkook, why? Why won't you let them help you?" Chan handed him some tissue.
"BECAUSE IVE ALREADY FUCKED UP OKAY, THERES NO GOING BACK! I failed as a dad.. I failed a boyfriend.. I failed as a friend... I failed as an idol.. I'm worthless" he layed his head down.

"I'm worthless..."

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Jimin woke up and did his normal morning routine he had lately.

Wake up, jiyun, cry, shower, jiyun, cry, cup of coffee, cry, jiyun, cry, taehyung, jiyun, cry, sleep

He stared out the big window sipping his coffee, it felt weird.. he was alone for the first time in years...
he was sleepless

All he thought about was the pass and how much he wanted to chase it.

Please come back...