Womb..|Jikook

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Months fly by and jiyun was already one, crawling around, babbling words.
Jimin couldn't seem to separate from jiyun after she turned one and jungkook peeped it.
He didn't want her to leave his arms. Not even if it was Jungkook asking.
No even tae..
Not even Jin hyung..
Sometimes he would play with her and tickled her until she could hardly breathe, but there were times when Jimin would just stare at her. Taking in her beauty and her pureness, it was a sight for sore eyes. At least to Jungkook. But he could see hurt in his hyungs eyes when he stared at their child. He was so vulnerable these days and jungkook took care of him and jiyun easily. Like he was built for it..
But there were times when Jimin would push Jungkook away. Tell him he didn't want to be bothered and just wanted to spend some time with yun. But he knew it was deeper than that.. it had to be.. why was he pushing kook away..

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"Hyung.." he watched Jimin sit in jiyun's nursery rocking her, sitting in the rocking chair. Head slowly falling to the side. He jerked awake when Jungkook called
"Huh? Hm? Yes?" He got defensive.
"Tiny..., let's put baby girl down and go rest." He tried to grab jiyun from him but Jimin moved before he could.
"Just a little longer... she's not deep asleep yet" Jimin said tiredly.
"Jimin you've been in here for 30 minutes.."
"And she's still not deep asleep." He looked up at Jungkook bitter and tiredly.
"Hyung-
"Jungkook just go sleep.."
"But-
"I'll be there soon.."

Jungkook left the room feeling heavy, he was afraid.. Jimin what aren't you telling me..
Why can't you tell me, hyung.
I'm here for you..
Only you.

Jimin walked inside the room, his tired droopy eyes filled with tears. Jungkook heart started to beat faster. "Hyung.." he reached out to him and Jimin didn't fight it. He was too tired to tell Jungkook to leave him be.
Mins pov.
I didn't know why he I feeling like this. Was it what all them mothers were telling me about.
What was it?
Postrum? No.
Popatrum? aniii
Ahhh postpartum. That's the word.
Or maybe I'm afraid my baby was getting older and she wouldn't be as much as a baby anymore.

Maybe it was the fact that jiyun would have to face the world soon. The world that could be so cruel to them. I'm not ready for that.
All the above.

So he balled up into his boyfriend's arm with his head against his chest.
He sobbed gripping jungkook's shirt.
"She isn't going anywhere baby.." Jungkook caressed his hair kissing the top of head.
"She's here okay?"
Jungkook felt Jimin nod, but his cries got harder.

"Look at me" Jungkook grabbed jimins teary face forcing him to look at him.
He couldn't help but smile seeing his boyfriend all snotty nosed and teary eyed.
"She isn't going anywhere." He said again placing a gently kiss on his salty lips.
Jimin nodded again hugging Jungkook embarrassed by the way he had his puffy face placed in his hands.
"I love you." Jungkook said holding him close again. "I love you too kookah.."

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