𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 | 𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑯𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈 ❉

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🎧Playlist: "After hours" – The Weeknd

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Heeseung

I stepped into my house, anger creeping into me the moment Hyunwoo's face flashed in my mind.
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But he got what he deserved anyways. I meant every words. Touch her and you'll fucking die!
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I slowly unbuttoned my shirt and tossed it out on the bathroom, as it was blood splattered; before drowning myself in the shower.
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I let the water trickle down my skin as my fingers went through my wet hair. If only you hadn't hurt her...
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A wave of guilty feeling rushed through me as my tears slid down my cheeks. You deserved it anyways, asshole!
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"I miss you so fucking much, Jieun. Please come back to me."
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After showering, I tried my best to calm down my mind. I silently sat down on my couch, crossing my legs.
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From where Ji used to throw me pillows and how we always ended up cuddling there, in each others arms.
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The memories of us were still fresh in my mind, her bickering with me, her trying to tease me, also her ending up falling asleep on me few minutes later...
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I took one of the pages from my desk and started scribbling on it with my pen.
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Dear Jieun,

How have you been, Ji? Did you sleep well last night, considering you have insomnia? Did you eat properly, because I know you always skip your meals?

You know I miss you??? Don't you miss me too, princess?

Again, I want to apologize to you because of hiding the truth. I know I broke your heart and trust, even if I didn't mean to.

But you do know me, don't you? You see, I was afraid I might offend you because I did. I was afraid you'll distance yourself because you did.

I'm sorry I broke your heart, princess. But I don't want you to be the only one in pain.

When you come back, make sure to hurt me. Because the thought of hurting you fucking kills me. And I don't want you to be the only one who's hurt among us, okay?

I know I don't deserve your forgiveness.  But at least talk to me, princess. I'm worried about you.

It's been more than 2 days since we last saw each other and you're not picking up my calls, neither replying to my messages.

How are you, princess? Hope you're doing great on your own :)

Please talk to me, I miss you.

I love you princess, more than you can ever imagine!

Love

Your Hee<3

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I could feel my cheeks dampen as the unshed tears finally made their way down my face, before folding the page and keeping it aside.
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★Author's note★

Had to break everyone's heart :)
Gotta go to my guitar class, byee<3

Thank you for reading, mwah💗