I didn't choose THIS

Part of my pain.

"Why did you have them stay back? We could have stopped the angels here" Aizawa asked after the other four demons became nothing more then specks in the sky.

"CAUSE HE WANTS US TO DIE!" Miners yelled 

Sero quickly taped his mouth shut.

"That wasn't their army" I smiled slightly. 

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN!" Yelled Kiri voicing everyone's astonishment. 

"They were the Scots, when they actually attack they will target ever nation across the globe."

"And how are you going to stop that" Tsu piped up disgusted.

"I already know what they are going to do" I shrug. "That and dear old Dad appointed me as the boss of this whole ordeal"

"So...." Aizawa waited for me to continue.

I became serious, "You hero's are to stay out of it"

"WHAT!" The class yelled astonished.

"Thoughs Scots you just faced were the weakest heaven have. AND YOU NEARLY DIED!" I snarled silencing their protests. 

"You wont be a match for them either if you don't feed" huffed a voice from behind my shoulder. "Your lucky we respect you, or you would be dead"

I rolled my eyes and turned away from the surprised faced of my classmates and faced the demon behind me. 

"Abaddon" I say in a way of greeting. 

"I mean it Izuku" he huffed looking down at me.

"You know the other four are looking for you.." I sighed knowing I couldn't get out of this conversation.

"You need blood"

"I need demon blood" I said harshly anger starting to flare. "You know that Ab"

He looked at me and rolled his eyes, "Then have mine"

The class was quiet as they watched. 

"No" I turned back and locked eyes with Kacchan.

"Izuku, if you don't feed by moonhigh. I will kill you and leave this realm to crumble." Abaddon opened a portal and left leaving me glaring at the ground, teeth clamped together. 

A warm hand gently landed on my shoulder and the multiple sets of feet leaving alerted me to everyone's departure. 

I looked up in the crimson gaze I had come to miss.

"Can you take me for a fly?" Kat asked softly 

I unfurled my wings watching as their shadows rose from my back. 

Without a word I picked Kat up in a bridal carry watched as a faint red brushed his cheeks and leaped skywards. The wind pulled at our hair, although I was watching the blonde gripping the front of my shirt eyes closed. 

He looked at peace.

Terrified.....

But at peace. 

"Kacchan, open your eyes" I softly spoke using my power so the words made it to his ear. 

His eyelids fluttered open and his crimson orbs stared into mine. 

"I missed you," I admited looking away from him and watched the city sprawled beneath us, we were to high to hear the bustling streets and whisper of everyday life.

"I think I missed you too"

I returned my gaze to the boy in my arms, watching as the fear of flying melted away and he closed his eyes once more.

"Every spare moment I had I pictured you coming back, seeing your green hair and emerald eyes just one more time. Watching as you opened you wings, and dispite being a demon. Protecting thoughs around you"

I looked ahead as I listened to his voice, remembering the day the angel beasts attacked. 

"Then I pictured you leaving" he paused "I replay you words over and over in my mind about how I'm not human. And" his eyes opened and I could feel his gaze on the side of his face. "And I remember never feeling more alone."

It was my turn to close my eyes.

"Now, if you don't feed I will lose your smile, your kindness and genuine happiness. Over a simple thing"

I turned and looked into his eyes focusing the reflection of my terrified eyes.

"You don't understand" I looked away again only to have a hand pull my gaze back to his. 

"Then make me understand" 

I sighed and landed on the closest roof setting him down and moving to take a seat at the edge. 

I looked up and admired how the sunlight faded in a soft pink hue, and how the night sky was slowly being painted across the sky in its place.

"We don't have a sky like this in hell" I say aloud as Kat sits beside me. "We don't have a lot of things this realm has." I blinked.

"We don't have grass or rain, we don't have the sent of flowers when they bloom, or a warm embrace of a parent. We don't have friends. What we do have is order, death, the constant smell of iron as my people kill each other for sport." 

Everything faded away until it was just me and the beginning of a beautiful night.

"What we have is the thirst for blood, human blood. But not me, What we have is leather bat like wings. But not me. What we have is brutality and a need for power. But not me."

"Instead I have black feathered wings that resemble a angels, instead I have this intense power within me that I don't want, I have this large destiny to rule over hell after I kill my dad. But I know I will never challenge him."

"Izu" Kats voice pulled me to the present and I turned to him, warms trails running down my face.

"You don't need to be any of that, what you need to be is true to who you are. And you need blood." Kacchan hand rested on my cheek and the sent of caramel filled my very being.

"I hate feeding, I see that persons deepest desires and worse moment in their exsistance. Even if they haven't expiranced it. I feel like I'm invading." I wiped a tear and pulled away from Kat standing and walking a distance away.

"What happened if they asked you too look?" Kat voiced from where he remained sitting. "You said you need demon blood."

"No" I interputed turning to face him tears still running down my face. 

He stood and strode towards me, each step filled with purpose.

"Izuku, please look at what I desire, and my worst moment in existence" he muttered had he pulled me into a hug, gently rubbing his thumb over my feathers. 

I looked up at him, a warmth filling my chest. 

Although it ran deeper then happiness. 

But I knew what it was.

Kacchan brough a hand to the back of my head and guided my to the vein by his throat.

"Please Izu" he asked softly. 

I sighed and gentley set my fangs on his warm skin. 

With a quick move I bit down and enjoyed the warm blood that filled my mouth. 

Then the world faded.