Flowers - Poetry

𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔰

Purity, Renewal, and Transience. 

Lilies are beautiful...

But....

Transience...

Change...

Not all change is good...

What if I wanted to stay in the past..?

When I was a child...

A little baby....

I used to be so happy...

Look at me now...

I'm a mess...

I'm no longer innocent...No longer mentally stable...

My scars on my body.....The scars on my Rose...

My Rose is slowly turning Black...

And It grew thorns....

It fully became black...

When your older people tell you....

''Your a woman now!"

or...

''Your a grown man now!''

And, then the will tell you about your body...blah..blah..blah...

As a Girl, They always told me..

''You've grown up''

''You're body's changing''

''You need to cover yourself''

''You need to wear this..''

And, Blah..blah..blah....

I never listened...

I was a chaotic child that wanted to live my childhood to the fullest...

But, Now it's gone...

There is no going back to the perfect, old times....

Now it's just new...

I hate growing up...

As a child, I wanted to grow up...

But, now that I'm older I want to go back as a child...

Things were much easier...

Lovelier...

Better...

Now...Now...It's the opposite...

You see the real world...

You, Saw a world where everyone was happy, you had a big imagination...

Now....that you've 'grown up'.....You're vision is dark....You have suicidal thoughts....Might even try it....But, Failed...

Don't try it...

It's not worth it...

You wouldn't get anything out of it....

Except of hurting yourself...

The voices will never stop...

So, instead of doing this to yourself....

Shut the voices out...

Don't let them get into your heart...

Or the rose will become black...

Lock the door to it...

And, don't let the voices get to you...

See a therapist...

Or Go through ''Music Therapy''...

Listen to happier songs...

And, remember...

You're worth a lot...

And, we love you...♥