Falling in love / seoksoo

chapter 16

Wonwoo walked inside the library with slow steps, it wasn't his first time tutoring someone but Mingyu was different everything concerning Mingyu was different for wonwoo, the adrenaline rush, the unrhythmic fast pumping of his heart, the butterflies in his stomach everything around him just felt so jittery. He took a deep breath trying to calm himself and looked around the vintage outlook of the library,this was one of his favourite libraries to visit, the soothing ambiance and not to forget the books, everything about this place was beautiful.

But maybe not more beautiful than the boy waving at him, like an excited puppy wiggling his tail infront of his owner in happiness, Wonwoo smiled and waved back and made his way to the said beautiful boy.

"Sorry for making you wait" wonwoo apologized,as he took a seat infront of mingyu who gave him a assuring smile "it's fine won, i didn't really waited for that long and i really don't mind waiting for you" so easily , so easily Kim Mingyu has again made Wonwoo feel like he has been trapped in a bubble of love, though he knew that Mingyu probably not might have meant whatever he has just said now , but how could he say something like that it should be illegal, a crime against humanity, especially for a weak-hearted wonwoo.

Wonwoo gave him his best Normal smile "yeah let's start, tell me the topics which you are struggling with" Mingyu nodded and started going through his textbook.

Just like that both of them had indulged themselves in a easy atmosphere, filled with endless stolen glances, red cheeks.
Mingyu could feel the shy gaze which Wonwoo watched him from, the fidgeting of his legs, and the way he would look flustered even if their hands brushed even the slightest.

These actions of Wonwoo stirred somthing in Mingyu's heart, a serene feeling , a feeling of being a treasured, was he being admired furtively, the stolen glances were arousing a foreign feeling something new which he has never felt, something he has always wanted, something he never imagined happening, something he never equalised with his best friend's brother.

The sudden urge of affection, longing for his eyes, the way he blushed,his shy smile, his glasses, the way he called his name , it felt wrong, it felt forbidden, like he was committing a crime. Mingyu again looked at the boy infront of him, why was he suddenly so pretty today, or was he always this pretty and his stupid eyes just decide to pay attention today.

"Is there something on my face" wonwoo nervously chuckled, touching his warm cheeks,constant stare from your crush can cause a serious ruddiness in your body, Wonwoo could feel every single atom of his body swaying, but also a nervous feeling emerging in him , making him feel small under the eyes of Mingyu.

"Nothing" Mingyu muttered, while his heart screamed i can see all the Beauty of this world in those two Beautiful eyes of yours, the red hue on your cheeks were the epitome of the Crimson feeling he was feeling, those lips which you would lick in nervousness were doing something foreign to him ... something that he wanted to run from. Mingyu looked away trying to calm his racing heart.

"I think this much is enough for today, I'll see you later" Mingyu stood up from his seat startling Wonwoo , hurriedly packing his belongings, he couldn't stay here for another minute or else a havoc would take place, his heart would burst out.

Wonwoo abruptly held his wrist, not wanting the tall handsome boy infront of him to leave "why" his voice, a small whisper, hearing his own voice made wonwoo flustered tf why am i sounding like this he cleared his throat, trying to sound more confident this time "i meant so suddenly did something happen?" A hint of worry visible in his voice, Mingyu face looked like as if something has made him re-watch the ring and also he wanted to look at him more , why did he needed to leave.

"Yeah, actually i-" would die if i look at you one more time, you are making me go crazy"i need to take tae hyung on shopping" lie slipped out of Mingyu's lips he couldn't possibly tell him the real reason what if he thinks that he is a psycho, a creep to think like this about him "thanks for today, see you at school" and with that he ran out of the library as if the place was burning him.

Wonwoo kept watching the door from where Mingyu walked out from, what if he walks out of my life like that too, the fear crept in Wonwoo's heart, taking over his mind, the cowardness coming back , unknowingly a tear roll down his cheeks catching him off guard "the fuck, no way why am i" he took off his glasses, wipping his eyes harshly making his eyes turn red, he's just a crush, he is just a crush, a crush. Wonwoo repeatedly chanted in his mind.

Wonwoo walked through the road, his thoughts filled with a certain tall puppy, how could he just leave like that, doesn't he realises that it could hurt, but again why would he even care wonwoo sighed , such a pity love story he had.