Falling in love / seoksoo

chapter 17

Jin again looked at his youngest son, weird that he hasn't gone crazy over the food infront of him, matter of fact he hasn't even touched it yet "gyu are you ok son" jin asked , not just jin even namjoon and taehyung were worried. Mingyu never ignores his food be it even on days when he has faught with anyone from his family, nothing has never made him ignore his food. This only meant that something so unforseen has happened that it made the younger not eat.

"Hyung how did you felt when you realised that you might like your boyfriend" mingyu asked still looking at his plate, his voice monotonous, eyes filled with something passionate.
The question caught Taehyung off guard making him look at his parents with a confused look, while his parents nodded at him telling him to answer the younger.

Taehyung took a deep breath, trying to come with something logical that could help his brother, but was there anything logic connected with love.
"Well, i was very scared at first jungkook was a friend , someone i could rely on my bad days ,so when I started realising my feelings for him it took me by storm, made me so frightened that I didn't talked with him for a month, but that one month made me realise that how much of a stupid i was not only did i hurted him with my behaviour but also myself by depriving myself of something so beautiful, as soon as i realised that i could lose him , lose him to someone else i ran to his house and hugged him and he hugged me back" Taehyung reminisced with a soft smile on his face, his eyes twinkling with happiness, with love.

"Why do you ask this though, don't tell me you fell in love or something " Taehyung asked in a teasing tone, trying to ease the younger by riling him up , but to his surprise he remained still, lost in his thoughts "Mingyu is something bothering you, you know you can tell us anything we wouldn't judge you" Namjoon assured his son, hoping to get something out of him.

"Nothing, I was just curious" mingyu brushed off the question, focusing on the food infront of him but he couldn't gulp down more than four bites, getting up from the chair he departed from the dinning area "I'm not hungry"

"Gyu seems sad , tae do you know anything" jin asked , his worry evident as he looked at Mingyu's leftover "i don't know papa, he didn't say anything to me" Taehyung responded.

Mingyu laid on his bed staring at the celling, wondering how he has managed to brought himself in situation called Love, ridiculous how can he even think like this about wonwoo but there was a growing ache in his heart thinking how he will just see the guy he likes every single day but won't be able to say anything because that's how much of a coward he is and not to forget the rejection which will be thrown at his face , Wonwoo could have someone so much better than him.

He slept laying straight with his hand rested on his head.

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Next day as Mingyu walked through the familiar walls of his school, there was a mixture of excitement and anxiousness in his heart, walking inside the classroom his eyes landed on the families place but there was no wonwoo present
Weird, he's usually always earlier than me
Mingyu frowned as he walked towards his friends.

"Seok where's won?" Mingyu inquired the younger twin as he looked around for the cat like human he has started to adore extra more.

"He's skipping today , said he didn't felt like it and papa agreed instantly like what kind of discrimination is this when i say i have an ache I'm handed an asprin and thrown out of the house"

Seokmin continued to ramble about all his miseries,for mingyu it became background noise as he continued to stare at the empty spot, somewhere wondering if he was the reason of this sudden absence.

But why would he not come because of me, I don't remember upsetting him and does my actions matter that much that he would stay at home because of something i did, not a chance.

"What are you thinking Einstein" minghao's voice brought him back to reality, shaking his head Mingyu plastered his worries with a big smile "nothing bro, just thinking about how we are going to get scolded for whatever shit we are writing"

Mingyu's words made minghao scowl not liking how the older just degraded his all nighter hard work "nothing's shitty, got it and it's good now i got joshua to proofread and he says it's not bad, i even send the pdf to won but he didn't check it"

This made mingyu contemplate more, what's going on should he text him, no wouldn't it come as desperate, but he is desperate  without thinking much mingyu took out his phone, typing a 'quick ' text to Wonwoo.

(The contact names is the name which they have saved each other as)

My future husband
Didn't see you at school today, everything okay, Seokmin said that you were feeling low.

Mingyu stared at the screen waiting for a reply, which wasn't coming for the past 30 minutes.

"Mingyu what are you doing there?"
The teachers voice made Mingyu flinch hiding the phone "n-nothing miss, I'm listening"

The teacher gave him one last look before continuing with the lesson , mingyu breathed a sigh of relief as he saw that she didn't ask him anything more.

Seokmin poked Mingyu on the side grabbing his attention "what's up with you dude" seokmin asked in a whisper, mingyu just shook his head telling that he is fine.