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💥🤍Let's Go Down Together (Soukoku)

 (Chuuya pov)

"Dazai... what are you doing?" I asked, sighing. Dazai entered the room with his hand in his pocket.

"ChuChu~ How did you know?" Dazai asked, walking towards me and sitting next to me.

"I saw your shadow. By the way, what's in your pocket?" I asked, reaching towards his pocket.

"A knife. I wanted to speak to you before I killed myself," Dazai responded, smiling. Is he for real? I thought he wanted to die with someone! I thought he had at least one reason to live. Is this my fault? I don't want to live without him.

I grabbed Dazai's hand, grabbing his attention. "Please don't leave me. I still need you, Dazai," I said with tears in my eyes, threatening to pour out.

Dazai chuckled, looking me in the eyes. "Chuuya Nakahara, please commit double suicide with me. I have loved you for years, so please commit double suicide with me. If you don't want to, that's okay, Dazai spoke. I was speechless. I don't have a reason to live without him.

I smiled, nodding. "Osamu Dazai, I've loved you ever since we met. Without you, I would not have a reason to live, so I will die with you."

After a few moments of silence, Dazai kissed me. The kiss would be my first and only kiss. His lips were extremely soft. After the kiss, Dazai handed me a knife and held his own. "I'm so glad this is how I die," Dazai spoke.

"Let's go down together," I said, slitting my throat at the same time Dazai did. I knew I was dying, but the pain was nearly non-existent. The last thing I saw was Dazai closing the gap between us, leaving a passionate kiss on my lips.

(edited 6/21/24)