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A night filled with lights

k. ji - april 30th, 2024

Her. She caught my eye immediately. Who even is she? Why is she so close to Jooyeon? I wonder if Hyeongjun is familiar with her. Whatever. I don't care

3rd person pov

Jiseok couldn't stop glaring her. Hong Chodan. She was the popular girl at their school. Everyone said her and Jooyeon were a "perfect match", But Joo had other intentions...

Jooyeon excused himself from the circle, including Seungmin, Gunil, and Chodan. He walked over to the writing boy.

"Jiseok. You seem upset, whats wrong?" He said in a concerned voice. Jiseok's heart skipped a beat when he looked up to see Joo,and at the sound of the younger mans voice. He loved the soothing sound of Jooyeon, and couldn't ignore him.

"I-I'm fine. Your friends are waiting, you should go back." He suggested. "I can make time for you." Jooyeon said.

Jiseok had to keep in his reaction. That made him want to hug Jooyeon, and steal him away from Chodan. He just smiled. "You're too sweet, Joo."

Jooyeon nodded. "Whatcha writi-" Jiseok went wide eyed and snapped his diary shut when Jooyeon looked down. Jooyeon raised an eyebrow

"Oh, c'monnnn... Tell me!" Jooyeon pleaded. Jiseok shook his head and playfully pushed Joo's shoulder "Nooo!" He whined. "Whateverrr.." "Joojoo! C'mere!" Chodan called out.

Jiseok hated the nickname Chodan gave to Jooyeon. He thought it was babyish. Or maybe... he was just jealous. Couldn't she see he was in the middle of a conversation? She didn't need to disrupt like that...

"Sorry, I'll talk to you later." Jooyeon said in a sincere voice. "It's okay! Go back." Jiseok said, although he wanted to drag Jooyeon back.

Jiseok saw Chodan put an arm around Joo, playing with his hair. Jooyeon looked visibly uncomfortable. He glanced at Jiseok, but Jiseok was scribbling aggresively into his diary.

Jooyeons pov

I felt incredibly bad at that moment. But I dont know why. If it was Seungmin, I wouldn't care.. But every time I'm around Jiseok, I get this feeling...

Like fresh spring washing over me, his smile like cherry blossoms.. His high-pitched voice like colorful flowers, his eyes like soft grass...

What is this feeling..?

3rd person pov

It was hard for Jooyeon to put his finger on the feeling. He wanted to go back to Jiseok and talk to him for the rest of the day, but he couldn't.

For now, he just payed attention to Chodan and the others. He was bored quickly, finding Jiseok more entertaining, even if he was talking about a storyline Jooyeon didn't understand.

When Jooyeon was finally getting a little inclusive, Jungsu walked through the door and went straight to Jiseok. "Hey, where's your.. boyfriendddd" Jungsu teased "Shut up!!" Jiseok playfully hit Jungsu on the shoulder "What if he heard you?"

"So.. you aren't denying it?" Jungsu said teasingly "W-well... He probably like Chodan. God I hate her." Jiseok mimicked her name. Jungsu took a big whiff of the aif "Is that.. jealousy, I smell?" Jungsu said playfully

timeskip

It had reached the end of the day. Hyeongjun went home with Gunil, and Jungsu left school early. Jiseok was walking home alone, when Jooyeon caught up to him "Can I walk with you?" Jooyeon interlinked his arm with Jiseoks. Jiseok gave a nod

"So.." Jiseok felt nervous, but wanted to ask anyways. "Are you and Chodan close?" Jooyeon shook his hand "Mehh.. I'm pretty sure she just crushes over me. She just randomly joined our conversation though.." Jiseok shook his head in an understanding way.

"Do you like her back?" Jiseok asked, followed by Jooyeon fake gagging and shaking his head repeatedly. "Hell no. Not in a million years." Jooyeon said. Jiseok bursted into laughter, Jooyeon joining him.

another timeskip

Jiseok entered his house, his smile never fading. He just loved Jooyeon even more. As he walked, he saw his brothers "friend", Eric. "Oh. Hi hyung." Jiseok greeted Eric. Eric gave a small wave and smile. "Have you seen Sunwoo-hyung?" Jiseok asked "Yeah, he's in the bathroom." Eric said. Jiseok nodded and headed upstairs

He immediately pulled out his diary, a pen, and his headphones, as he plopped on the bed and began writing:

k.ji - april 30th, 2024

Luckily, he doesn't feel anything for Chodan. That makes me a step closer to him. God, that man makes my knees weak. Sometimes, I wish I could really call him my boyfriend. That would be heaven... Lee Jooyeon... My boyfriend.. one day it'll happen. He'll be mine. <3

3rd person pov

The lyrics of the song he was listening really spoke to him at this moment...

If not me...
Can you think of anyone else
Who would love you?

If its not me...
Who would put you first
Like I do?

Its just me and only me
Who knows you and loves you for who you are
If not me, then who would it be?

Who would be by your side
never out of sight
It'd always be me
(no one else like me - satang kittiphop)

He thought about how much he loved Jooyeon, from the inside, all the way out. He wanted to tell him, but felt as if Joo would feel disgusted...

That wasn't the case at all..

chapter 3 is gonna be a hot mess 🥰