Masked Emotions

wish I forget

I wish I took back everything I gave to you,
For there is pain in those memories,
It was as if you destroyed my heart on que,
But this lesson was a blessing,

I just wish I could forget,

Forget all the love we had,
Forget all the false promises,
Forget all these feelings ,
Forget all the things we did together,
And all we went through,

I wish I could forget this feeling of love,
That had poisoned me from the start,
I build my walls to make me seem tough,
But it was to late and you had made your mark,

Then you still talk to me as in the old days,
Which only breaks me apart,
Wishing you could just say you hate me ,
Why can't you see?
That all I want is to feel hate and keep buried my heart,

Even though I destroyed the key to my emotions,
It seems that you have made a spare,
Why should I care when you show no devotion,
Your hold on me is so unfair,

Just let your hold go,
There is no use for me to stuggle,
When there is nothing that you show,
I hate how just the thought of you makes me feel so low

I just wish I could forget all that we had,
So there would be nothing that I have to grieve,
I can't help but be mad,
That somehow I feel deceived,

I wish I forget
Of all we where
Of all he had