Monster Inside Me

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I've been alarmed,
From the thoughts that ate my sanity,
I'm so down to lift myself again,
I don't know why but I'm afraid to lose in mind.

These thoughts went to real,
Overthink? Maybe it is,
But, when I prove it was real,
I believe, I will completely lose my sanity.

I'm ready to face the downfall,
I accept the defeat,
The defeat that will make me crazy,
From those thoughts I'm in.

I'm scared for myself,
Too much heartache I'm gonna be heartless,
I, even hurt myself purposely,
At the moment I lose my sanity.

Please, forgive me for I save myself too much,
From the people I was afraid that will hurt me too much,
Turns out it will just take my sanity,
Through overthink and misery.

When the time comes that I'm finally okay,
I hope someday, I will make myself reach those happiness to be okay,
And, when that day comes,
I wish myself to have a perfect life someday.

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