When I tell you this time
I'm done
You question if I mean it
Find stuttered practiced sequence in my sentence
When you notice that this time is different
I tell you how I'm lonely and the embrace of your body isn't quite enough
To mask this empty beating where my heart once held up
The void for your presence
I guess it took too much space
Because somewhere on the way
All of you it took its place
I get you take it lightly
You always put you first
So to think someone could love you
That almost sounds rehearsed
Do you think that I was lying
When I said you mean the world
Or did you lie to me in fragments
Saying love you baby girl
Was my love too much to carry
Wore my heart under your sleeve
To show it off so proudly
When it's meaningless to me
Pictures of the time passing like the leafs
And all these broken promises
I blamed them all on me
You'd shut me out or shut me down
To quiet when I speak
No person here
A shell of who you were or made to be
I faked the truth
A mask so cruel
To only one end game
When you said you loved me
It wasn't loved the same
Mine were warm and kisses like a sunny day in June
Rivers wrapping
Sun is shining loved you to the moon
Yours left me abandoned
Somewhere in the stars
I'll find my way and day by day
Just wait for you on mars
To find you're never coming
I make my way back down
To be greeted with a nicely said
"I missed having you around"
The effort never given
I guess this time you won
I really hope you know I mean
When I tell you this time I'm done
