I don't really understand our connection
No matter how much I try
One day you make me feel loved
The other you’re the reason I cry
But not like in a toxic way
Just us I think
You see what I mean
I really don't understand
How can you make me feel loved in person
But like you dont care over text
I wished our connection wouldn’t change
Three weeks I didn't see you
You were sick
Then you were with me again
Laying on my bed
Cuddling with me
Holding me tight
This was what is was like the next four times
Then you didn't want to meet me
Didn't want to call
You fell asleep
Without saying I’m the one you love
And now I’m sitting here
It's currently 2 am
And I’m still trying
To understand
I don't know what you feel about me
I don't know if I just make that all up
I just wished
I’d understand us
