chapter thirteen

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Tuesday, September 5 202*

Crying wasn't enough for me as I was talking to my fathers dead body hitting him asking him why he left me like mommy did

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Crying wasn't enough for me as I was talking to my fathers dead body hitting him asking him why he left me like mommy did. Feeling someone pulling me away from him so that they can put him down the hole I screamed watching everything transpire

"𝚇𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚒 𝚐𝚘 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚞𝚙", hitting his chest as he held me tighter

" 𝚓𝚊𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚗𝚊𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚎", he pulled me away from the casket bring me to his car.

"𝙷-𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝙽𝚞𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚊- 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍", I said as u was crying trying to catch breath

Feeling my chest tightening on me I tried reaching for my asthma pump that I always carried in my purse.
I was born with asthma but as I grow it didn't bother me munch but for my safety I always carried my pump everywhere I go.

" 𝚓𝚊𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚑𝚖𝚞 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚞𝚑", Xavier asked panicking after seeing my state.

"𝙿-𝚙-𝚙𝚞𝚖𝚙" that was all that I could get out as I hold my chest

"𝚆𝚊𝚑 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚊 𝚙𝚞𝚖𝚙 𝚠𝚊𝚑 𝚢𝚊𝚑 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝", he asked as I pointed to my purse.

Taking out the pump I put up four fingers as he put the pump to my mouth pumping it. Sitting back in the seat I closed my eyes as I was feeling drowsy tired from all the crying.

"𝙼𝚒𝚕𝚊 𝚋𝚞𝚢 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚊 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚍𝚒 𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚟𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚑 𝚂𝚞𝚑 𝚏𝚒 𝚛 𝚏𝚒 𝚖𝚒", I heard Xavier said

Closing the door he went over the drivers seat getting and then closed the door turning on the a/c cooling down my sweaty body. Mila came back with the water knocking on the window handing to him as he rolled down the window.

" 𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚜", he hand me the opened water taking a few sips giving it back to him.

'Knock, knock' someone knocked on the window again
"𝚈𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚒 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕 𝚖𝚒 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚊 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚞𝚑 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚞𝚑 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎", can uncle Tom's voice the moment Xavier rolled down the window.

Giving him a nod Xavier rolled back up the window starting the car. Hearing him talk on his phone, I didn't hear anything because I was out of this world tired, exhausted and still in disbelief that both of my parents are dead one year apart. Feeling movements I knew that the car was driving out the cemetery going on the smooth road. I drifted off to to sleep the moment the vehicle started driving smoothly. Waking up in Xavier's bed I rushed to the bathroom emptying my bladder wiped and washed my hands. Exiting the bathroom I saw Xavier sitting on the bed with a KFC bag beside him talking on his phone.

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