Loml-JS

27.

July 10th, 2023.

It had been 6 days since the 4th of July. I hadn't got any sleep since then. I've been waking up around 3:30 just feeling like i'm gonna throw up. No I'm not pregnant.

I woke up around 9:30, which was super late for me considering I usually get up around 7:30. Jacob wasn't in the bed, I'm assuming he was cooking bc I smelt sausage from afar. Grayson wasn't in his crib, that is until I heard baby giggles coming from the living room.

I smiled walking out of our room and seeing my two favorite boys up and ready for the day. Jacob looked over noticing me and smiled. "Hey baby." he said in his morning voice making my knees weak. I smiled picking Grayson up and walking over to him.

"Hey." I said with my morning voice and he smiled leaning down and kissing me. I cupped his cheek with my right hand and smiled into it. "If this isn't a good way to start my morning I don't know what is." I muttered after we pulled away and he chuckled. "It's a good way to start the day that's for sure." He says going back to cooking.

I smiled taking Grayson over to the couch and putting some of his toys out to where he can play and then turned on Bluey. "Finley, what are you doing baby?" I ask as she goes into mine and Jacob's room. Grayson starts crawling over in the room and I walk in there to find her laying down on our bed. I smile to myself and walk back in the living room.

"Grayson, come here bud. Breakfast is ready." Jacob said as he brings his food over and I notice he's live on tiktok. "I didn't know you were live." I said smiling and walking over towards him and waving at the live. "I just went live, don't worry." He said kissing the top of my head making me smile.

I read some comments and some were 'you guys are that couple' 'you guys are so cute' making me laugh. "Thank y'all." I said before taking the plate of food jacob handed to me. "Thank you baby" I said putting the plate down in front of me as he sat with Grayson over at the table. I walked over and sat with them handing his phone back but he still had the live on.

"Do you guys plan on having a brother and sister for Grayson?" Jacob said reading the comment and my eyes widen before clearing my throat. "We haven't made it that far yet, in the future definitely but not right now." I said calmly and Jacob nodded along with me. "We're taking our relationship the speed it should be. We appreciate everyone's support everyday." He said and I smiled feeding Grayson some of my pancakes since he ate all of his.

"Does Grayson sleep for a good amount of hours?" Jacob read a comment and nodded. "Yes, he does. The only time he doesn't sleep good is when he's ill or sick and just really doesn't wanna sleep." He said getting up and rinsing his plate off before helping me get Grayson cleaned up.

"Do you think y'all could ever be friends with Rachel?" I read a comment and looked at Jacob while he sighed. "It's not enemy type, we co parent so it's not hard. I mean their are some points where we just wanna slap the fuck out of each other but we are trying to make it work." he says letting me talk. "If that's what you guys want then we can try, no promises." I said and Grayson smiled at me.

"You're so cute buddy." I said picking him up kissing him all over as he begins giggling making Jacob smile wide with love in his eyes looking at the both of us. "Yes you're the cutest boy ever yes sir you are." I said in between my kisses as he just giggles in my grip. I looked at the live reading a few more comments. "She would be such a good mother if she's like that with Grayson" I read a comment and smiled looking over at jacob making Grayson some juice in his cup and he had a wide smile on his face nodding to himself.

"Thank you whoever said that but im not really thinking about any of that right now. And no im not trying to take the step mom role, im just loving on a little man and being there for Jacob." I said and Jacob nodded along to my words.