Chapter 11

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Once Raven calms down, she pulls out of Wick's embrace.
"Thanks", she says quietly, so only Wick can hear.
Wick kisses her in response.
Raven and Wick stand up and go to the group.
"Did you guys find anything?" Wick asks them.
"No", Bellamy replies. "But we're still looking. Would you help us? What in this bunker meant something to Clarke?"
Raven thinks about this. "Finn", Raven mumbles bitterly.
Abby stands up from where she was seated and grabs Raven's arm gently.
"Raven, I think we should go get some water and fresh air." Abby tells her. She knew Raven was having a hard time.
Raven gave her a cold stare. "I'm fine, Abby." She says, trying to move her arm from Abby's hand. Abby holds her place, knowing Raven isn't really fine. "I guess for a few minutes", Raven gives in.
Abby and Raven head up the ladder.
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Bellamy, Kane, Wick, Monty, and Jasper all sit on the bed in the bunker.
"There's a lot of really cool stuff in here", Monty says as he gets up to look around. "I wonder why they never told us about it."
Kane starts looking around as well.
"I just don't get it", Bellamy starts. "It wasn't just her. She wasn't the only one who pulled that lever. I did, too. We could've gone through this together. But instead, she makes us go on this weird hunt to find her, leading us into this 'bunker of memories' or something, that apparently brought Raven to tears. Why does she expect us to forgive her for this?"
Kane stops where he is and looks over at Bellamy. "I know you're frustrated, but taking it out on Clarke isn't going to help, Bellamy. Clarke is already carrying the deaths of hundreds on her shoulders, and she certainly does not need us hating her. There must be a reason she led us here, because she sure as hell wouldn't come back here for nothing."
Abby heads down the ladder, coming into the bunker.
"Raven's waiting up there." Abby motions towards the door. She hears footsteps and they watch as Wick leaves to go find Raven. He didn't want her doing anything shed regret.
"What's that?" Abby asks, pointing to a piece of paper that was hanging next to artwork that was on the wall. It wasn't artwork. It was writing!
Abby walks over and pulls it off the wall.
"It's from Clarke!" Abby tells them.
So I guess you guys figured out my clue. I want you to know that I'm only doing this because I need time to myself, and I need time to heal. I don't know where I'm going in the end, but I thought I'd start here. This was the bunker I shared with Finn, another person who died at my hands. His blood, that I tried to wash off. But even if I wash off the blood of those I've killed, I cannot bring back the innocent souls of those who haunt me in my sleep. So the next place I am going, will be somewhere where I could've done something to stop it. Instead, I chose not to. More lives that were lost, because of me. I do not think going to these places will make me feel better. But they will help me honor the people who's lives I took, and maybe give them what they deserve. So here, in this bunker, I am putting the pencil Finn gave me one of our first days on earth. To help honor him.
-Clarke
Abby put her hand over her mouth in shock.
"She went to TonDC." Abby stutters. "That's where we'll find the next clue."
Kane looks at her.
"We already checked TonDC."
"There has to be something we missed", Abby whispers.
Then a bad thought came to her mind. What if Clarke went there before the explosion? What if she was killed? Or if she wasn't, what if the next clue was ruined? She didn't care. They had to look.
Abby, Kane, Bellamy, Monty, and Jasper leave the bunker to find that the sun is setting.
"We can't go anywhere tonight", Jasper says. "We'll have to start in the morning."
"Okay", Abby says. "We leave at first light. Now let's set up camp!"
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Within an hour, everything at camp was set up. They had berries and roots for dinner, and were all settled in their tents. Abby shivers in her tent, it being very cold.
"You cold?" Kane asks her.
"Kind of."
He snuggles close to her and wraps his arms around her. She turns over to face him.
Their lips meet once, lasting minutes. Abby stares into Kane's eyes.
"It's going to be okay, Abby. I know it will."
And with that, she falls asleep in his arms.
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Abby runs through a forest, her legs moving fast.
What was she running from?
She looks behind her quickly, to see a large monkey-like creature chasing her.
Wait... it wasn't chasing her. It was chasing Clarke!
"Clarke!" Abby screams. No reply. It seemed as if Clarke couldn't hear her. Suddenly, the creature devoured both Clarke and Abby!
Abby feels the teeth crunching down on her, and she swirls down and dark black path until she reaches a room. The room is on the Ark.
Abby looks around. It was Clarke's cell.
"Clarke?" She called out.
"Clarke?!" She yells louder. She feels a hand reach out and tap her from behind. She looks behind her to find Clarke facing her.
She looks at Abby in disgust. "You did this", Clarke spits out. Suddenly, Abby is in the room where they float people. In front of her is Jake, standing in the cell, about to be floated.
"You did this", Clarke repeats louder, more angrily.
"Jake! Jake get out of there!" Abby yells at him. Tears are streaming down her face. "Don't do this! Please, no!" She begs.
There is silence.
"It's too late", Jake's voice echoes through the room.
Abby falls to the floor when the door is opened, and the air is sucked out of her husband's lungs. She screams.
"You did this!" Clarke yells at her.
Out of nowhere, Abby gets transported to the chamber. Clarke walks up the the control panel, and her hand approaches the button that would mean the end. She places her hand on the button.
"This is for dad." She says coldly, and pushes the button.
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Abby wakes up screaming, sweat pouring down her face. Kane bolts up in a panic.
"Abby, what's wrong?" He asks urgently.
"I'm sorry." She says. "It was just a bad dream."
Kane looks at her.
"You're okay", he whispers in her ear. "I'm here now."
He kisses her one last time.
"Now you should go back to sleep. I'm right here for you."
She wraps her arms around him and buries her head in his chest.
"I love you", she whispers as she dozes off again.
"I love you too." He whispers, and kisses the top of her head.
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Hey guys!
So... sorry about the creepy dream. I don't even know where that came from!
I'm making them so out of character it's not even funny! Sorry!
Wow I have nothing else to say...
Vote and Comment if you liked it, and comment if you have any suggestions that can help make my fanfiction better! See ya Monday! LOVE YA ;D
~Brie

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