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I Still Adore You

this is angst of Angel :D no weird remarks or anything please, as this is based off of personal experiences!! im coping leave me alone 💔💔

tw: s/a, abuse, sexual themes, gay people

theres comfort ofc!!

im sorry this is so unorganized and doesnt make much sense,, im just really tired and needed comfort

and yes the title is a song LMAO

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Angel's eyes shook as he looked up at Val. It's not like he had a choice, Val grabbed his face and forced him to look at him.

Angel felt sick to his stomach as he looked in Val's eyes. It was such a blissful yet horrible feeling.

"Amorcito, where were you last night? Tell the truth.." Val growled, Angel squeezing his eyes shut. His voice sent shivers down his spine, it sounded so disgustingly beautiful, yet so terrifying.

Truth is, Angel was with Husk the night before. He came back to 34 missed calls from Val. Thats why this was happening in the first place.

"I-Im sorry I just- I was with a friend, and-" Angel stammered. Val cut him off.

"Who? Why didnt you just let me say hello?"

Angel struggled against Valentino's grip, his question left unanswered.

Val threw him on the couch, not a tinge of regret on his face.

"Fuck- ow!" Angel muttered, fingers digging into the fabric. He just wanted this to end.

"You know what? I was gonna let you go easy, but you just HAD to make it difficult. You like it, dont you? Fucking whore," Val shouted, taking a drag from his cigarette and blowing it in Angel's face. Angel coughed, the sweet smoke filling his lungs.

Angel's chains appeared, Val gripping them tightly.

"Dont try and crawl away, baby. Nobody's gonna come and save you, anyways~.. but I know you wouldnt leave."

"I love you, Angel. You know that. Im sorry for getting mad~ but this has to be done.."

"Im doing this so you learn that you have to stay. Because without me, youre nothing. I love you, and dont want you to rot."

Somehow, Angel loved Valentino too.

Angel slammed the doors of the hotel open. He wobbled inside.

"Angel! Finally, youre fuckin' home. It's 2 in the damn mornin! Where the hell were ya?" Husk shouted to Angel, concern lacing his tone.

Angel just walked past the bar without a word. It was unusual.

He slammed the door to his bedroom shut, falling to his knees. He let out a choked sob, reaching up and throwing a nearby vase of dead flowers from Val against the floor. It shattered with a loud crash, Husk hearing it all the way from the bar.

Husk rushed to Angel's room, gently knocking on the door.

Angel's crying came to a halt, freezing in place.

"Angel, hon.. can I come in? Please?" Husk said, voice gentle.

Angel hesitated before replying.

".. Yes," He whispered, scooting away from the door.

When Husk opened the door, he looked at Angel. He was a hot mess.

His hair was messy and tangled, and mascara ran down his face. Fat tears fell from Angel's eyes and down his cheeks, falling to the floor like morning dew. He was curled up in a ball, hugging himself. He looked so scared.

Glass was scattered around the floor, along with flaky rose petals. Husk took a careful step towards Angel, reaching his hand out to him.

Angel grabbed his hand and pulled Husk down to the floor with him.

Husk wrapped an arm around Angel pulling him into a hug. Angel buried his face in Husk's chest as he sobbed, shaking in his embrace.

"Shh, youre okay, Anthony." Husk whispered, his voice was gentle and soft.

Angel clung to Husk like a lifeline. He felt like a duckling who couldnt find his mother, confused and scared.

Mortified, even.

Husk looked down, noticing Angel's shaky legs. His blood boiled, putting the pieces together.

"Sweetie.." Husk said, voice still gentle as ever.

"Sh-Shut up, zip it." Angel said through sobs. Husk understood, just holding Angel close and letting him cry.

After what felt like forever, Angel's tears had stopped. His lungs ached, he was so tired.

But despite his tiredness, he sat in a warm bath as Husk scrubbed the aftermath of Val out of his fur. It was nice.

He felt safe. For once, he felt safe and loved.

"I love you," Angel mumbled as Husk stopped scrubbing, helping Angel out of the tub.

"I love you too, Angie. So much. You deserve so much better."