⋆˚࿔ Lover girl 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

ch.1 Coming out 🧡🤍🩷

⚠️-TW- Cussing, rudeness, bad parents, rape, trauma, etc (sorry idrk what else would be in here)⚠️ theres also bad spelling and grammer.
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I open my eyes and groan with a headache.
*YAWN*
I look at the time and realize that it's already 12:36pm. I quickly put on my baby pink cropped shirt and low-rise jeaned skirt with small pink bows on. I hear my parents yelling, like always. After 10 minutes of them yelling I hear my name in the argument and I panic. I start to sweat and cry, I can't breathe, I'm coughing, I try my hardest not to be loud so I wouldn't disturb my parents. I start to have a panic attack. I try to grab my headphones and put on music to calm myself down but I can't move. After like 7 minutes I'm calmed down as much as possible. Every time my parents argue it's about me and they try to hurt me. That's why I'm gonna leave today.

"Hii!," I say to my parents. "i came to tell-" I'm cut off by a slap by my dad. "SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU'RE A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT!" I cut him of by yelling "IM FUCKING GAY." *I slap him back* "YOU NEVER LET ME FINISH MY FUCKING SENTENCE YOU FUCKING BITCH-" he cuts me off with "GET THE FU-" "I AM, I'm leaving so stop." I go to my room and grab a suitcase that was already packed with all my things.

I leave and start to cry while repeating the same thing that my dad said in my head "you're a disappointment, you're a disappointment, you're a disappointment, you're a disappointment, you're a disappointment, you're a disappointment"

I walk to the store that's down the street and see a man looking at me. I ignore it and buy a monster and Takis with the money I bought. When I walked out the man grabbed my wrist and said "Okay, you got your food? Let's go kid." Acting like a caring dad. I try to let go but I can't. I can't scream either, I just couldn't find myself saying anything. He takes me to his house and I panic, I can't find myself running away, saying anything, or doing anything at all, I can't breathe. He says "Seems like you're asking for it huh? You're wearing a really short skirt and a really revealing top.. You didn't even try to get someone to help.. heh. You want this don't you?" He takes off his pants and reveals a 4 inch dick and I try to not laugh. I know it's a serious time but I just couldn't hold in my laughter. When he gets mad and gets distracted by yelling at me, I see that the door is unlocked so I follow with him, "uhmm, I'm sorry.. I didn't know what I was doing.." I say pretending to be shy. He looked relieved and said "Well, I'm gonna get some lotion!" He walks away "This dumb bitch-" I said then started to run out the door.