Masoom Ishq

chap 11

They both reached the bar.....
Moving inside they saw that Sid was sitting on a sofa and drinking hard......

Ku- Saala kutta jab bhi life mein isko kuch samajh nahi aata yaa life doesn't move according to him toh aa jaata hai yahan.......

Sana looked him with misty eyes thinking
Sana's thought - Yeh sab meri wajah se hua hai par main kya karun kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai...... Ek taraf I know I am in love with him par doosri taraf main Kabir ke saath galat kar rahi hoon..... Vo yeh deserve nahi karta......

She came out of her thoughts when kushal nudged her and said
Ku- Shehnaaz kya ho gaya kahan lost ho tum mere saath chalo maine kitne awazein dii tumhein vo saala...... I mean sidharth sunn nahi raha hai meri sirf tumhara naam lekar badbada raha hai toh tumhe vahan aana padega......

Sana nodded her head and moved towards Sid as soon as she reached closer to him he looked towards her and said in a tipsy voice
Sd- Naazu tum aa gayi......hmmmm good.....I am sorry maine tumhe galat bola.....

He held her arm made her sit infront of him and said
Sd- Jaan I didn't mean that dono chahiye thing....... Sorry baby par tum sirf meri ho tum...tumhe nahi farak padna chahiye uss bandar se..... I don't care vo kaun hai tumhara friend hai yaa whatever.....

I promise you main ek baar mujhe.....mujhe naa mera bacha mill jaaye main uss ak...akansha ko divorce de doonga I don't love her.....
Kutta kushal was right it was just an infatuation..... Ek min kutte se yaad aaya tum yahan akele aayi ho.......

Kushal who was all emotional after listening about the baby got angry hearing kutta...... He tapped on his head from back and said
Ku- Jii nahi kamine vo mere saath hi aayi hai......Aur tu mujhe kab bataane vaala thaa kii tu baap banne vaala hai.....

Sid who was caressing his head looked at him..... He hugged him and started crying
Sd- Vo vo bahut buri hai kushal bahut buri usne usne mere bache ko abort karne ka socha aur aur tujhe pata hai vo vo naa mujhse paise le rahi hai humaare bache ko janam dene ke liye........ Paise kushal paise aur aur tujhe pata hai usne kaha vo mere bache ko dekhegi bhi nahi uske janam ke baad.....
Mere bache ko maa kaa pyaar kabhi nahi milega kushal.... Pata hai main naa bahut selfish hoon jab Naazu se pyaar hua aur phir yeh sab hua toh apne bache ke liye bhi lalach aa gaya kii usse bhi maa kaa pyaar milega.......

Main galat kar raha hoon kya...... Ho gaya yaar ab usse pyaar  kya karon...... Kushal vo hai naa abhi piche mere......

Kushal who was in tears looked at Sana who was crying seeing his condition just nodded his head.......
Sid turned towards sana and though he was himself not in  complete senses but seeing her crying he got worried..... He held her face in his hands and said

Sd- Hey hey Jaan kya ho gaya maine kaha naa I am sorry for eve...everything.......

Saying this he fell on her shoulder..... Sana faltered a bit but kushal was fast enough to control him and held sidharth properly......

Ku- Shehnaaz chalo isse car mein bithaate hain.....
Sana nodded her head and they moved out of the bar......

They reached sana' s house with sleeping in the backseat and sana sitting with kushal..... She was about to move out of the car wishing him good night and saying thank you just then kushal said
Ku- Shehnaaz ahmmm I know yeh tumahara personal matter hai par main sid ko bahut ache se jaanta hoon..... Sunne apni personal life mein bahut kuch dekha hai......

Uncle kii death se lekar khud ko sambhalna aur phir akansha she is not worth of him.... Bahut samjhaya isko par nahi suna uss wajah se bahut toota hai yeh..... Roz jab yeh subah hospital aata hai naa mujhe pata hota hai kii yeh aaj phir toota hai andar se.....