Finally clean

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Didnt use any soap, to see a change.
Every lifetime I flip a page.
I see little me talking about no Self harm for each age.
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„Show me your wrist", oh never laughed and never will.
Cause your just a fool, making yourself seem cool.
Anytime I feel clean, I just say
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Oh I didn't pay for any therapy.
Finally the scars being finally cleared.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (Tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean.
As it seems I am finally a neat.
Oh I didn't wash it with soap.
Finally the lies are being true.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean
As it seems I am finally neat
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It's your birthday.
I don't wanna make it about me.
But can't you see?
The time I wished for came.
It kinda feels like it's our day
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„Show me your wrist", oh never laughed and never will.
Cause your just a fool, making yourself seem cool.
Anytime I feel clean, I just say
________________
Oh I didn't pay for any therapy.
Finally the scars being finally cleared.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (Tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean.
As it seems I am finally a neat.
Oh I didn't wash it with soap.
Finally the lies are being true.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean
As it seems I am finally neat
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Let's just keep the heads up.
And not ignore the fact that that I used be so dirty.
But so clean.
It's almost clear.
Now that I don't fear.
I just wanna make it clear.
That I am clean!
That I am clean!
But honey keep your heads up
Just stop saying to all the others who are still in the dirties in their thirties the letters.
_________________________
„Show me your wrist", oh never laughed and never will.
Cause your just a fool, making yourself seem cool.
Anytime I feel clean, I just say
________________
Oh I didn't pay for any therapy.
Finally the scars being finally cleared.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (Tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean.
As it seems I am finally a neat.
Oh I didn't wash it with soap.
Finally the lies are being true.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean
As it seems I am finally neat
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Can't believe I'm part of the normal.
Never would've made a step without a journal.
_________________________
„Show me your wrist", oh never laughed and never will.
Cause your just a fool, making yourself seem cool.
Anytime I feel clean, I just say
________________
Oh I didn't pay for any therapy.
Finally the scars being finally cleared.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (Tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean.
As it seems I am finally a neat.
Oh I didn't wash it with soap.
Finally the lies are being true.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean
As it seems I am finally neat
If I'm not finally clean.
As it seems I am finally a neat.
Oh I didn't wash it with soap.
Finally the lies are being true.
Finally clean.
Does my skin look neat? Or not? (tell me now)
No show can go on.
If I'm not finally clean
As it seems I am finally neat
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