His Peace

Don't ever forget me

Zenobia's POV

Have you ever felt like you have finally unlocked the secret to eternal happiness? This is how I feel right now sitting on the sofa in this hotel suite in Marshall's arms. It is now 8:30 pm, and Marshall's flight leaves at 11. I really don't know how to feel right now.

After that passionate kiss at the park. Marshall brought me back to his hotel suite, and let me tell you, it is beautiful. He had two bedrooms, two baths, a living room, a kitchen, and a balcony. Everything was either in off-white or gold except for Marshall's room. It was black, like down to the rug, which was black. He really needs some light in his life.
He cooked dinner, yes he cooked, chicken Alfredo and it was delicious. I was impressed that one, he remembered what my favorite food was and two, he could cook.
After eating, we talked more. I learned about his daughter Hailey. It was really heartwarming how he spoke of her and his other two adopted daughters, Alaina and Whitney. He is a great dad.

He came here to do a press conference for his upcoming album and stayed a few extra days to spend time with Kayden. I'm glad he did. 

" Babe?" he muttered while stroking my hair

"Hmmm"

" Please don't forget about me." I could hear the vulnerability in his voice and it made my heart clench. I didn't want him to leave. I raised my head and looked him in the eye. 

"I would never forget you Mr. Mathers," He held my face in the his hand and placed a sweet kiss on my lips. This kiss was so intense, it was like he was trying to tell me everything he feels through this kiss and I returned the kiss with the same intensity. I taste the red bull on his lips. He kisses me gently at first and then, as if he's reaching for something more, he pushes me against the couch and kisses me harder. His lips are warm and so soft. His left hand is caressing my cheek and his right hand is gripping me by the waist, pulling me against him. I kissed him back, showing how much this kiss was meant to me, though I hardly knew either. I move my lips against his, wanting more, but more of what, I cannot say. He slowly released my lips and rest his forehead on mine. Our hot breaths mixing together as we both tried to catch our breaths.

" What the fuck are you doing to me? Its like I can't get enough of you Zee and I have only known your what, two fucking days?" I didn't know how to respond to this because I feel the same way  How did I fall so hard for this guy in two freaking days?

" I honestly don't know what to say to you Marshall, maybe it is just lust or we really did fall for for each other but what I do know that whatever I am feeling is quiet torturous." 

"Give me a second babe." He quickly got off me and collected his notepad and pen and scribbled something down. I guess he just got a lyrical idea. I watched in admiration as he scribbled on that note pad for about  five minutes. He rest the pad on the table and turned to me.

"Sorry about that, I just needed to get it out before I lose it." I just smiled at him and rested my head on his shoulder for a while. I looked at the time. It was almost 10. I frowned at the clock. Where did the time go? Sensing my mood change, Marshall pulled me onto his lap.

"What is the issue love?" He asked.

" Its almost 10. You have to get going." He just stared at me then planted another one of those sexy ass kisses on me. He pulled away and just held me close. I felt tears welled up in my eyes and took a deep breath to will them back. I failed and a lone tear fell down my cheek.

"Hey, don't cry okay. I will see you again Zenobia. I promise you that."

" Please don't make promises you can't keep Marshall."

" I never do Zee, I never do." He kissed me again and then went to get his bags that was packed earlier. We left the hotel and headed to the airport where he was meeting Curtis, Dre and Snoop. Kayden would be there too to see him off so he will take me home. The ride to the airport was short and quiet. He never let go of my hand once.

At the airport, we went around the back where the private jets are. The other guys were there. Kayden and Mara was also there. I was about to open the car door when Marshall grabbed my face and slammed his lips on mine. He kissed me as if it is our last and I kissed him back with the same ferocity. He eventually let me go. 

" This is not goodbye. I promise you." 

I want to believe his words so badly but that kiss felt different. I smiled at him, pecked his lips and left the car. I couldn't trust my words at all. I felt like curling up in a ball and cry.

I walked around to his side of the car where he held my hand as we walked the others. I saw Amara smiling at our joined hands but the smile quickly left her face when she saw my face. She knows me so well. She can see through any mask I was wearing.

" What took you so fucking long Em? Curtis asked. Marshall just shrugged and walked over to Kayden.

"Yo, fuckface." 

" What's up dick head, hey Amara." Marshall replied. He pulled me infront of him and rested his chin on my shoulder and his hand on my waist  pulling me close to him. Amara waved at him with a smile. 

" I need to ask you guys a big favour." The two looked at him confused. Even I was confused.

" Yeah sure, anything man." Kayden answered.

"Take care of my girl please. I won't be able do that from where I am so I'm asking you to, please." I can hear the pain in his voice and it pulled on my heart string. I bit my bottom lip hard trying not to let the tears fall. Amara looked over at me with sympathy in her eyes. I shook my head at her and averted my eyes. She was going to make me cry.

Marshall turned me around and wiped away the tears I dint even realise fell. He then leaned in a kissed me so gently. It was so soft and breathtakingly passionate. 

" You were right," I raised my head and looked into his icy blue eyes confused at his statement," this shit is fucking torturous."  I smiled sadly and hugged him tightly. He wrapped his hand around me inhaling my scent

" AY YO EM, WE GOTTA GO." Dre yelled from the jet steps. 

We stepped apart and he kissed me. He then went over to Kayden and give him one of those man hugs. You can see Kayden was gonna miss his best friend. He even gave Amara a hug. I watched as he walked up the jet steps, threw his bags inside and ran back down the steps straight to me kissing me senselessly.

He eventually pulled away, "Remember, this is not goodbye." he said. I nodded. This time I watched him up the steps, watched the door closed and finally watched the plane take off with a piece of my heart.

This is so pathetic. Two days, two days and I'm acting this way.

" Come on love, lets get home." Amara put her arms around and guided me to Kayden's truck. I took a deep breath and let the tears fall all the way home.