Y/n's Pov:
I groan as I wake up, feeling the familiar pain in my stomach. I get out of my bed and walk towards the bathroom, quietly slipping inside and doing my business. I apply my choice of Feminine care project, and walk over to the mirror grabbing a brush and brushing my hair gently. I sigh and change into my Hogwarts uniform, quickly leaving the bathroom. I grab my bag and rush out of my dorm, I walk down the stairs to the Common Room. I spot Percy sitting on the couch, I sit down on the couch next to him. "Hi Percy." I mumble, gently resting my head on his shoulder, only for him to shrug it off. Okay maybe he doesn't want me to show him affection right now, I'll respect his space. I think to myself as he finishes an essay and tucks it away. "You okay?" I ask and he ignores me, standing up and leaving the common room. I don't understand, yes I'm a year younger than him but he never was this cold. I was the person he would open up to about his worries, and now it was cold, icy cold. I sigh and Alicia sits down next to me. "That looked rough." She says and I shrug. "Maybe he's having a hard morning." I mumble and she sighs. "You defend him a lot." She mumbles and I sigh. "I don't know, I'll talk to him later."I say standing up and she nods. "See you." I mutter as I leave the Common room. I wander the halls for a bit before I end up by the room of requirement. I sigh and turn around as I hear footsteps behind me, I don't even look up as I walk past the person. I head towards my first class, cause I aint hunting down no man, he can come find me.
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I step out of Snape's class and walk towards the Courtyard.
"Oi, Y/n!" Oliver calls from behind me and I turn around. "Hey, Oliver." I smile as he jogs over. "Are you going to practice tonight?" He asks and I nod. "Yeah, I just need to perfect some new moves and the cup is ours.". He nods. "You're a great seeker, Y/n. Don't stress it." (Takes place the year before Harry comes to school.) He smiles and I nod. "Thanks Oliver.". "Anytime." He says and glances up towards the castle. "I've gotta go, see you at practice." he says jogging back up the hill. Onces he's out of earshot I let out a deep breath and sit down against a tree, looking out over the Black Lake. I pull out (y/f/b)and open it to my marked page, I read for a while; getting lost in the plot. I suddenly get brought back to reality by the sound of footsteps approaching, I look up and see Percy walking down. I decide to be petty and ignore him, looking back at my book and starting to read again as he sits down next to me. I adjust my robe around my shoulders as a harsh breeze blows past us.
"Y/n?" Percy asks and I ignore him, refusing to even look at him. I turn a page of my book and he sighs. "Y/n.". I turn my page again and he sighs in ignorance. "If you're just going to ignore me then I'll leave." He says and I roll my eyes. "Yeah sure I'm the only one ignoring someone." I say glaring at him. "I was busy and you know that I don't really like showing affection around other people." He says irritably and I sigh. "Yeah, you don't like showing affection in public, you don't let me wear your sweatshirts, you don't come into my dorm so we can cuddle, we don't do anything together Percy!" I say finally losing it. "I'm a Prefect I can't go into the girl's dormitories, if one of the first years saw it there would be massive consequences. I don't understand why suddenly you are acting like this." he says as I stand up. "This doesn't really feel like a relationship Percy, it feels like we are acquaintances." I sigh and he rolls his eyes. "You are so clingy." He says and I stiffen as tears threaten to spill down my face. "You always want to hold my hand or be around me, I rarely have time to do my work for classes." He says and I shake my head. "I can't do this Percy and I know damn well you don't mean that." I say shakily and I glare at him. "I do Y/n, It is probably the most truthful thing I've ever said." He says cooly and I spin around and quickly walk up the hill. Ignoring the sound of him calling my name, as warm tears roll down my cheeks. I run through Hogwarts to the Common Room and into my dorm, I throw my bag on the ground and rip off my outer robe. I hear someone knocking on my dorm room door, and I ignore them. It's always going to be this way, you are to clingy. You will never end up in a long term relationship. I groan. I had worked so hard to not go to that dark place again and now those stupid thoughts are back. I go into the bathroom and splash cold water on my face, wiping away the tears as a different person calls my name. "Leave me alone." I shout.
"Y/n, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to say that." Percy says and I laugh. "Oh so now you come up to the girls dormitories.". He sighs and I lay across my bed. "Please just let me come in, sweetheart." He says and I sigh. "Fine.". He rushes into the room and I stare at the wall in front of me. "Please forgive me, Y/n." He says kneeling in front of me. "Please I don't care what I have to do, to make it up to you." He says looking desperate. "You have no clue, how much I need you in my life.". I sigh and meeting his blue eyes and completely crumbling, I take a deep breath and sob; crumbling into his arms as he holds me against him. "I'm so sorry." He mumbles rocking me back and forth, apologizing again and again. "P-percy just be quiet please." I whisper and he nods as I wrap my arms around him. After I calm down a bit, he starts to rub my back and I rest my head on his shoulder. He slowly leans down and kisses my head, resting his head on mine. I grip the back of his button down and he sighs softly. "I'm sorry for being so clingy." I mumble and he shakes his head. "No, you are not clingy, I was really busy and was only thinking about myself. I shouldn't of said anything that I did. I understand how you feel about the lack of affection, I kinda felt the same way. I just don't want people staring at us and making you uncomfortable." He murmurs and I nod. "I'm so sorry Sweetheart. How can I make it up to you?".
"I don't know, Percy. Maybe just don't yell at me or ignore me?".
"I can do that." He says as I pull away slowly. "And I think it is about time I do this.". I look up at him confused as I wipe away the wet marks on my cheeks. He moves my arm and gently leans down, kissing me sweetly. Omg omg he's actually kissing me, what are you waiting for? Kiss him back. I think, I kiss him back and pull away. He looks at me. "I'm sorry I should've asked." He says nervously. "If you don't wan-" I interrupt him by kissing him again, he relaxes and pulls away. "So you do want to kiss me?" He asks and I giggle. "Just shut up and cuddle me lover boy." I smile and he nods. "I can do that." He smiles as he pulls me back into him and I rest my head on his shoulder, playing with his fiery curls. "I do love you, y/n." He whispers and I grin. "And I love you too, Percy.".
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A/n: To be honest I dunno if the title accurately matches the story, but this one was long.
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-abby
