Just being myself

Chapter 1

Lilithia's p.o.v
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I don't get it?...
What has society become?
What happened to humanity?
What happened to "we respect each other" ?
What is actually happening to the world we live in?
We all used to love each other..we all never teased each other...
Until that day where bullying came to life...and some of us never experienced the term of bullying...
A bully could be any of us...
You...
Me...
My brothers...
My friends..
My best friends...
Anyone!...

Well..that's just it...
If it's any of us...
Then why make others hurt when you know they are human beings just like us...

That's what I don't get it...
This pain had all started when I was just 5 years old...
I was such a happy bubbly girl...
So happy that I never knew the term called...
Pain
Sadness
Anger
Disappointment..
Shy...
Ashamed..
Disgust..
Idiot...
Selfish..
Ugly..
Fat..
Liar..
Fag..
..........
A mistake....
.........
These words has been called each and everyday of the victims with scars of their daily routine...
This is how mine started..
It all started at the year of 2007...

Where a young girl...
A five year old young girl...
Her bouncy brownish-black pigtails...
And a blue school dress...
She's having a bright smile on her face...
Until that disappeared with just a single hit..no..hundreds of stomps..
She was pushed to the ground as the bell rings and every kid ignored her and ran over her...
No one helped her...
Not even the teachers...
No one at all...

Even little children gets abused by strangers or parents or maybe BOTH...

Little kids suppose to live carefree with out a worry and care for the world..
With no pain to feel...and conceal it for others...

But this is where the story now tells for little me...
My story all began at 2007..it stopped for a while..
Until 7 years later..

It all started all over again...
In the year of 2013...
This is how I felt the unberable pain...I've ever felt..
Now that my confidence is a bit lower and my shy atitude is raising...

There's nothing I could do by just being myself...
All I could do is be the marionette everyone uses for their own needs...
This is how I became the puppet and doll of Sam muraisi...