Just being myself

Chapter 3

Lilithia's p.o.v
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I couldn't believe it..
Here I was crying on my desk as everyone tried to comfort me..
My eyes shut so tight as my cheeks began to get stained with tears..
The teachers tried to comfort me...
But none of them could stop me..
Not even Shelly..
Why?
My first..best friend... Best sister...Best buddy...
Tried..To commit.. Suicide..and now she's in critical condition..
How?
When?
Why?
I love her so much..
I can't bear to loose her..
When my mom heard the news.
She felt sad cause she knows she meant a lot to me..
Even the girl who complained on how bad she is when she is not felt so bad cause she told bad stuff about her and saying she bring gs bad luck...
Like what the hell?!
That's my best friend you're talking about!
You can't just do that!
I'll smack anyone with words if they hurt my friends...
My mom took me to the hospital she's currently in..
I saw her in bed with so many machines around her..
I cried silently..as my mom and natz's mom talked on how this happened..
I held the window and looked at her and saw her she's breathing and her eyes close..
I bowed my head as I cried...
How?..I'm so ignorant to not see her hurting in the inside...
Why?..I'm such a bad friend...
When?..I wish I could've saved her in time...
I visited her every single day and waited till she woke up..
Then one day when I visited her..
She was crying.. Her eyes was open..
I cried in happiness as I knocked the window..

She looked at me and smiled..
I smiled back as more tears streams down my face.
She reached her hands forward as she tries to reach me..
I grasped my hands to the window...
I wanted to hold her..
I wanted to go inside and hold her..
She's my best friend..
With out her..I'm nothing..
I cried more in happiness..
Thank god she didn't success at committing suicide...
Honestly if she did succeed then I would try to be with her soon...

Some weeks later she's out of the hospital and was back to normal..
Her mother made a birthday party for her and me,Adi and dafny were there for her..
We never left her side...
We talked about anime's
Creepy pastas..
Stories..
Mangas..
And the beauty of phillipines and how we winder if we're gonna live together..
And playing with her little cat yuko....
It made natz happy..and its all that matters..
She actually learned..
Its okay to be different..
Cause..

"I don't care for those bullies any more..I don't care if they saw my scars..I was just being my self and I should be proud of that..."