The Jinn and her favorite kpop Idols

chapter 5

"Here's your books!", Namjoon handed me the books as soon as their manager left.

Tae was silently watching us from the living room.I was in the dinning space setting up the table for dinner.

" How did you manage?",I looked at the books I ordered for.It took him mere 3 days to bring me these books from Bangladesh. Pretty impressive!

"I will help you with mathematics! ", he was so happy as he flipped through the pages.

" I'd love that!",I smiled as I called Yoongi's name and he came down with Hobi,Jimin, Jin and Kookie.

"Dinner is ready!", I said.

" You sound like an eommoni",Yoongi chuckled as he sat. Hobi looked at the menu and nodded,giving me an impressive smile.Jimin took his phone out to take pictures.

"Gonna post it on Instagram! ", Jimin rubbed his palms together and took a kabab to eat.Kookie followed him and both of them were so impressed.

" Is it that good?",I asked while I filled their glasses with water.Namjoon, Jin and Hobi sat down to eat.

Taehyung was still in the living space, checking my books.

"When did she ask you to bring her these books?", Tae asked Namjoon as he put my physics admission prep book in it’s place.

" You're mistaken.She didn't ask me to do it.I asked her as she mentioned earlier that her exam is in 3 months!",Namjoon took bhaat and shrimp curry with potato.

"You did a good thing!She should study hard as her exams are near!", Jimin agreed while eating.

" As if she is gonna go back!",Tae murmured and my hands stopped working.

He is right. We are planning so many things yet we don’t even know if I can go back?!

What if I'm not able to go back?

"Think about yourself!I'm already in university ", my elder sister said as we all sat to eat.

" I will crack the admission test as second timer-",I was cut off.

"As a first timer,you couldn’t even do a single thing.You couldn't have a decent position in merit list!You need to be serious.I'd suggest you to let go of your dream subject and take anything as your major.Just stop dreaming about being a PUBLICIAN,okay?", she suggested as she ate.I clenched my fist as her words kept on ringing in my ears.

" You couldn't even sit for admission test years ago.Forgot it? ",I couldn't help but hurt her.

Ever since the day of my results,she has been taunting me.I have studied hard but due to the fault in my star, I couldn't just rise up!

My elder sister and my father mock me every single day, my mother keeps on crying. My relatives laugh and one of them even said that intelligence and money are alike.They come and go whenever they want to,no one can force these two things to come or stay!

This was the last worst thing on earth that I had expected from the snakes of my dad-side!

A lot of people were over the moon hearing about my defeat. GST Integrated universities admission was my last chance this year but I couldn’t ace it because of my father.After not being able to ace Chittagong University admission test,my family was disappointed. I was studying after that and my father came. He was laughing  and asking me why I was studying?

I felt so ashamed of myself that I put my  books in a box and kept it closed for months.I realized how I wasted my time 3 days prior to my exam.There was nothing I could do!