Cold breeze hit my face, I was in awe of the weather until I felt warm and butterflies in my tummy, when a pair of beautiful dark brown orbs looked soo beautifully into my dark brown eyes yet all I could see was just eyes as it was all just crowd an...
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"It'll be long ride, I want you to rely on me for today, will you?"
Words left his mouth leaving me dumbfounded all over again 'rely on me for today' his words rang in my head and I look down at my hand which was now wrapped around his torso, he left me surprised and astonished today, what I felt for him was nothing compared to what I had started feeling for him today
" Hmm?" He hummed in waiting for my reply I nodded
I didn't think I'd feel anything more than humiliation after the disgrace that was brought to me today
Which made me question my creator, I knew I wasn't as pious as to question the Lord or virtuous enough to blame my Lord for everything that happened to me, I was none of what pleases him. and me, questioning the Almighty is what brought shame to me, I was ashamed of myself.
Shame was nothing until I realized I called upon my Lord when I was at my worst, I thought of questioning him when he showed me what reality is, what this world is all about. I thought of blaming him for everything until I found peace in telling all my misery to him
I knew he heard, I felt it when my inside were at ease to know that I had my Lord
Thus, it brought shame to me, I was ashamed to call upon him only when I was miserable, but he.. He was the Lord, when he heard me I knew he was merciful enough to forgive me and pull me closer to him and not let me fall further apart anymore
I looked at the man in front of who was still holding onto my hand in his masculine grip which was around his torso 'rely on him for.. Today..'
I know this not right, it'll end it soon and as much as it'll hurt later, I'll make sure of ending it...
We reached the infirmary, "let me help you" He said extending his hand for me to hold, I kept my cold hand in his warm ones
He was holding my one hand in his and he spread the other one around my shoulder, helping me to the infirmary
I have had bandages all over my feet, I've been walking for I don't know how long but, my perspective of life did change
I'm wanting to know more about the Lord and his intentions that I've been unaware of all this while
The humiliation did break me apart but that every broken part in me only knew to call upon the Lord, when there was nobody around me, I knew I had him
"The doctor said you can't wear these boots for a while now, your skin down there would get worse" He said with concern
" I see" was all I said before starting to walk
"Hold on" he said bending down and started to open his shoe laces
"What are you doing actually" I asked confused
He removed his shoes "sit there" he said pulling my shoulder to the waiting seat across uss
Making me sit he took hold of my calve and started slipping my feet into his shoe
