Sleepless nights

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10th of April 2024,
Wednesday.

[10/04/2024 01:52 AM]

I am thankful for these sleepless nights.
Perhaps these sleepless nights bring out a different version of me.
And perhaps these sleepless nights keep me away from dreaming about you.

If you're not a ghost,
then why do you haunt me?
Sleepless nights because you don't let me sleep.
Yet I am thankful for these sleepless nights because I don't dream of you.
I just pray that when I've recovered from you, "you" don't happen to me ever again.
I would rather stay awake and guard my heart than sleep and break my heart after seeing you in a dream.
But in the end,
this dream will remain something that only I can experience,
yet at the same time,
it would mean nothing to you.

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