Adopted by Shawn Mendes

2.

I groaned as I heard the girls playing with Barbie dolls. Come on they were 15/16 years old and still playing with dolls calling me weird.

Why couldn't I just have a normal life with a normal family and all my dreams come true.

"Because you are worthless" , I put my face in my hands and cried.

"No no I'm not shut up!", I punched the wall and got up.

"Your a loser, nobody loves you", my head kept telling me.

"Just do it, it will take away the pain",my good side told me. I got up and walked towards my bed. Under my nightstand cabinet I pulled it out.

The razor

"Just do it"

"Yes it will help!"

I walked to the bathroom and locked the door. I looked at myself in the mirror.

I was tall and I mean I wasn't fat or skinny I was just regular body size. My long wavy hair just fell down touching my waist. And my eyes were full of sadness.

I took the razor and closed my eyes so I wouldn't really feel the pain. I cried after that letting he blood run down into the sink. I grabbed a piece of toilet paper and cleaned the blade. I put my sweaters sleeve down and flushed the piece of paper in the toilet.

I walked out too my bed. I heard the bell and the principal talking in the speaker.

"The visitors will arrive in 20 minutes, I repeat 20 minutes", she said as I heard all the girls giggling and jumping getting excited.

"Nobody's gonna adopt me so why try", I walked towards my bed again and slipped under the covers and dreamed about the perfect like I had always wanted.