Phan oneshots

Letters

~ so llamasandlions123 gave me this idea and i had to write it. If i make you cry i am so sorry.~

~ Phil's POV ~

I couldn't help myself. I knew something was wrong with dan. I mean, we have been dating since 2009. I think i would know when my boyfriend is upset. But this, this isn't like any other kind of upset. It's his depression. It's worse than when I met him. I thought we got rid of it. So i walked into his room that he uses for videos. I looked under the bed.

And there it was. Exactly what i was looking for. A letter. I know him to well. So i read it.

~dans letter~
Phil,
Im sorry. I dont know what to do anymore. I know you are going to find this. I've been upset and i just dont know why. I have an amazing boyfriend and a great life and i just dont know anymore. But I think if maybe i just, leave, everything will be better. This is my suicide letter ph-

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That's it. Nothing else. Did he quit writing it? When was he planning on committing? Thank god i found this. Maybe i can help him. Yeah. I know what to do.

~phils POV~

"Dan!"
"Yes?"
"I found it."
He hesitated
"Found what?"
"The suicide letter. Why didnt you just tell me? I can help you dan."
"I was...i was scared you wouldn't want anything to do with me..."
"Dan, i love you. I would do anything for you."
"Really?"
"Of course! Now what an we do to make you better?"

~~~ 3 months later ~~~

It worked. I got him out of depression. It was difficult but we did it.

BRING BRRRING
"Hello?.... Yes.....what?...you mean?......im...im on my way."
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! No no please be alive.

~hospital~
He was in a car crash. A very bad one. He has no chance of survival. None at all. He's going to die. My best friend, boyfriend, soulmate. Dead.

~2 weeks after dans death~
Hey dan!
I figured out a way to keep talking to you! I know you will never get these but its worth it to keep me happy. Not alot has happened since you....left. But I told the fans and they were really upset. Everyone is really. But I know you are always here. Right dan? You're always here... Always...
Phil

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Dan,
It's been 3 months. I go to your grave everyday and take care of it. I've written a letter every single day and put it on your grave. Because i know you read them. Im not stupid you know. I see how they are clumsily folded just like what you do. But guess what? I leave them anyway so you know im here. And so i know you're here. I love you dan.
Phil

~~~~1 year after the crash~~~

Dan,
It's the one year anniversary of your crash. I cant do this anymore. I miss you and I just want you back dan! I just want to be with you! To hold you and call you mine again! I miss you so fucking much! This is my last letter. The last one im leaving at your grave. Ill be with you when you read this dan. Ill be right alongside you.

~~~

Phil Lester was found dead in his home after the one year anniversary of his best friends death. He hung himself. He couldn't handle the pain. We found over 300 letters at dans grave. Every ow was from Phil. Now they are together again. I wish them the best. Thank you. That is all for the news today.