~STOP!
THIS IS GOING TO BE VERY DEPRESSING.
Im currently feeling what im about to write. Only difference is, it will be phan.
Carry on if you wish~
it stared off with the meals.
I stopped liking food. I wasnt hungry anymore. Yeah i ate around other people. But i wanted to throw it up. I wanted to stop eating. I dont deserve to.
Then came the unexplainable sadness.
I smiled around dan. I smiled in my videos. No one even knew. Thats when i felt like no one really cared. They didnt bother with me.
Then came the depression.
The anxiety.
The cuts.
The pain.
I couldnt cry anymore. I couldnt make myself cry. I stopped having emotion. I dont want to be happy. I dont deserve happiness. Or love. Or anything. I deserve to die. The world would be better off if i was gone.
Gone.
Gone.
Goodbye.
~When i was typing emotion it corrected to behappybehappybehappy
Im crying.~
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Phan oneshots
FanfictionJust some things i write in my free time that end up being really cute and fluffy most the time :) Thank you for reading lovelies!!
