Feels so fucking good to wake up with Issabela in my arms...I kiss her forehead and I stroke her hair.
I love her so much I am trying to hold my tears,she is so cute when she sleeps,especially in my arms....
Oh god....Too bad she is my fake girlfriend...
I looked away and I saw something black in her white backpack.
It was a notebook...or a diary?
I began to read it.
HOLY SHIT.
I love him so much...I love that he calls me a baby,but I hate the reason he calls me that.He is so fucking romantic.
I had to make someone my fake boyfriend to scare my stalker,Alex....He gaved me an adress once to meet him there,but I didn't went there...I was too scared,I hang out with melany instead.
I am fucking crying,I can't tell anyone,This alex loves me and thats why he stalks me....No one will understand me...I dono if Xavier would,I love him so much...He is so handosme..He told me today he hates that he got a buzzcut and that he wants fluffly hair so I can run my hand in his hair and stroke his hair...But he doesn't know I love how hot he looks with a buzzcut....Fuuck...I love him so much it hurts and makes me hate him,why does he need to be so hot?so attractive....
I read the whole page.
SHE GOT A STALKER WHO LOVES HER?!
No...I will kill that motherfucker,Issabela is mine...Mine only....
I read more pages and I almost cried and this one.
Xavier is so romantic...How he hugs me from behind and burns his face in my nuzzling neck...How he opens the door for me,How he sits me every where I need or want...I love him so much,I though he was teasing me but I caught him confessing to Bladen and Melany....How he talked about me...I wanted to wrap my arms around his neck and tell him I love him too but Instead I took a few steps back and I said a sleepy "hey"....I love Xavier...How he loves kids...Makes me want his family name more and more...I mean,Issabela Biel doesn't sound bad at all....
I am fucking crying when I think of him,he is so hot,he is in the mafia,he is so dangerous...But to me he is my little boy...He is so clingy and childish to me,and I am the one who got the 'baby' as a nickname.
"My little boy...." I whisper.
I love her too....But first I need to take care of this stalker...
