Jamaican highschooler on her last falls inlove with a Jamaican gunman who also becomes obsessed and overprotective of her but because of his reputation they face troubles and Trials from many
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Alianna's POV
These past few months have been....if I'm being honest not so good Tay and I haven't really been hitting it off I think we've both lost interest we communicate yes but he's hardly around because he's dealing with "work"
I'm always up waiting on a call that never comes so I've deceived it is best we part ways atm he's in New York and I'm here at home by myself which makes it alit easier for me to end things cause you know he's not actually here
🧠one big eediot u is
How am I the idiot he poses on his social media acc and I'm the one that's stupid why should I beg my boyfriend for attention when he insisted on us dating in the first place
I've been through a lot growing up
My dad leaving us for all these years my brother leaving as well and my mother falling into several episodes of depression growing up I always thought he left because of me.I thought he wanted nothing to do with me and that's why he took my brother.I started self harming at only 12 and I hid it from everyone especially my mother she was already working on herself until she started going church and "found " herself I'm already lost I don't even think god himself wants anything to do with me.16 I cut too deep,my sweet sixteen and my dad got me a car.I'm not saying I'm ungrateful but he is always there when it comes to material things but never emotionally and I'm not saying I don't trust him to express myself but is the environment even there? For me to explain myself and how he makes me truly feel?
I thought if I tried to end things he would come but no,he sent cards and stuffed toys and I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't make another male take advantage of my feelings and I failed
Again And Again
Now I'm making it happen once more
Calling his voice three times it went to voicemail it's currently 5:45 pm which means it's 6:45 where he is at he leaves work at 5.
Cleaning my gun tucking in into my pocket we run start to the van scurrying out of the scene before the cameras kick back in, Thankfully everything went smoothly and we're back on our way
