TW❗: THE FOLLOWING CONTENT HAS SOME TIGGERING STUFF, LIKE SH, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ETC, SO IF YOUR NOT COMFORTABLE WITH TOPICS LIKE THAT I SUGGUST U SKIP THIS CHAPTER
IZUKU'S POV
Me and kacchan have been dating for about 3 months now, we're happy tg. But with all relationships, sometimes over thinking gets way to out of hand. For some people there's only some ways to deal with that, for me, it got way to out of hand
"One more cut wouldn't hurt.." I slit my knife to my wrist multiple times, I watched as the blood dripped from my arm to the ground. My thoughts were nothing but horrible things, 'does kacchan even love me, is he just doing it because he feels bad, what if this was all the lie..?', things like that.
I drop the knife, I wish I was just dead already. Kacchan telling me to jump off the roof replayed in my head nonstop. Maybe he still wanted me gone.. I pick up the knife the put it to my throat, "I love u, kacchan". I hear the door open behind me, "hey, my lov-" kacchan stops. "Deku, put the knife down". I break down in tears, "IM SORRY I'M SORRY..." he raps his arms around me, "please... tells me why u did this to yourself.." I can hear his voice become wabbley and high pitched.
All I could say was, "I thought it would make u happy if I wasn't here" he looked at me, before he could speak I opened my mouth one last time, "I really wanted to die, kacchan."
Bakugo' s pov
I'm sitting in the back of shitty hairs car with deku in my arms, I decided to take him to the hospital. He needed serious help.. Did he really think I didn't want him here..? I love him so fucking much. Half 'n half is on my right with pink cheeks, and headphones is in the passenger seat next to shitty hair. I wish I could snap my fingers and help deku on my own, but I know that isn't possible. He needs more then me, he needs real help.
We arrive at the hospital and were all sitting in the waiting room, I see auntie inko run in and hug me. She stops and I can see that she's in tears, "IS MY BABY OK?" She yells, I just start crying. "I hope so.."
We've been waiting for almost 2 hours, everyone fell asleep but I forced myself to stay awake for deku. I hear a doctor call my name "katsuki bakugo" I stand up imediently, "You can come in now". I run into the room so see him sitting on the hospital bed and his arms bandaged. I hug him tightly and break down in tears. "Kacchan... I'm sorry." I look down at him, "don't say sorry, I'm just happy your alright."
I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY THESE ARE SHORT, I'M ACTUALLY SO TIRED RIGHT NOW. I'LL MAKE THEM LONGER IN THE MORNING I SWEAR😢
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Stuck With Me (BKDK)
Romancethis is my au, bakugo used to dislike deku back in middle school but he didn't really "bully him". so now that they're both in UA things are different, and both of then are experiencing feelings that they didn't know they had.
