sage's pov
she texted me this late? why?
sage: hi britney, whats up? what do u want?
britney: oh i just wanted to know if you're ok.
sage: sure, dont worry about me! and are YOU okay?
britney: sage, i know we just met, but im your friend and you can talk to me♡
im surprised she said it, so i just stare at my phone for about a whole minute..
britney: helo? are u there?
sage: oh yeah sorry.. and thanks britney.
britney: its okay, im always here!
sage: it really means a lot<3
sage: but anyway, how did u get my social media/number?
britney: i just asked alex, i hope its ok tho
sage: oh yeah its perfectly fine! but its so late now, go to sleep, britney.
britney: sure haha, goodnight!
sage: goodnight britney
well.. i never thought she would text me but i feel so much better. i think im gonna try and sleep while listening to Taylor..
...
its fucking 1 am and i just woke up.. what the hell im so hungry.. i open my phone and see a message from alex, he texted me earlier but i was asleep..
alex: hi sagie, are u alright?
should i answer now? i dont think he's awake so it doesnt matter..
sage: hi alex.. i just woke up but yeah, im alright. whats up?
i dont expect an answer but he texts me back.. why is he up so late?
alex: sage its 1am what the fuck are you doing?
sage: chill omg i just woke up. and wbu, why are you up so late?
alex: you woke me up.
sage: MUTE YOUR PHONE NEXT TIME. but sorry..
alex: its okay but tell me whats wrong? why arent u sleeping?
sage: im literally so hungry, i throw up, im so sick but im gonna eat bc im gonna die rn if i dont.
alex: wanna facetime while ur eating?
sage: are u stupid?? its 1am. (sure lmao)
alex: okay call me.
...
i just hung up the call, because im so tired, its 3am.. im gonna listen to music while im trying to sleep. "hapiness" is playing.. that song is so underrated.☆
its 5am. i woke up, my head hurts but im used to it. i get up and open my window.
i always start the morning with opening my window, then getting dressed and etc... i check my phone, there's a message from alex.. he sent it last night
"goodnight" i answer with "goodmorning" im about to get dressed but i heard my phone buzzing. its usually muted but not rn, i forgot to mute it from yesterdays call with Alex.
i check the notification and it says.. Britney texted me..
britney: good morning sage!
sage: goodmorning britney. you're awake very early you know?
britney: yeah i need like 2 hours to get ready for school.. lol
sage: same haha
britney: anyway do u wanna go to school together?
sage: well why not?<3
britney: ill text u when im done. byee
sage: bye
im so happy we're gonna go to school together! im gonna dress up quickly to see Britney as soon as possible. i know we just met but i really click with her.
...
im ready! britney just called me where to meet and im on my way to that spot.. i see her.. she's wearing a red tank top with red baggy leather pants. she looks so hot to be honest..
-hey Britney, you look so good!
-hello! thank you so much!
-what time is it? - i have to make sure to be late because we start with PE.. ew.
-its 7:30.. we should go.
-well.. i was wondering if you wanted to skip? couse i hate PE and we can skip together if you're down
-umm.. im not supposed to skip..
-okay then, you can go, its fine!
-well actually, no! im down, lets stay here
-but are u sure?
-yes, i'd rather be with you then in PE. - this wasnt so surprising because i know PE sucks but Britney saying she likes to be with me.. makes me feel so special.
-aw thanks - why did i say this ughh
she smiles at me and says
-come with me!
-where are we going? - im so curious
-well i know a spot, its an abandoned place but its REALLY cool.
i dont say anything, i just smile back as an answer but i think she knows im excited.
...
about 10 minutes later she says
-this is the place.
-oh my god this is so beautiful.. - i said - how do you know this place?
-well, there is this boy who i like and he showed me
what? boy? what boy?? she has a crush?
-helo? you good, sage?
-you.. have a boyfriend?
-oh no i dont.. - she seems like she's lying - but i do have a crush..
-oh.. - why am i jealous?? - who is the lucky guy??
-his name is Alan.
-you mean Alan Fox?? - i know that guy. he is a horrible person.
-yeah, why? whats wrong?
-are you serious? he's a bad guy
-what? no he isnt!
-please.. i know him well.
-why?? is he your ex??
-ew! no! obviously not! - does she actually think i could like him??
-then how do you know him? - she says, almost yells.
-he was my bully in 7th grade..
-wait really? im so sorry for you.. but maybe he changed..
-no, he did not. please trust me and be careful..
-well.. i kinda lied because we got together..
-WHAT??
-im sorry, yeah.. he is my boyfriend..
-oh. - what the hell? is she really together with that dickhead?? oh my god.
-its fine, i love him. we are really good, i promise.. plus we're going on that 3 days trip tomorrow you know and we're gonna be in the same house.
wait i totally forgot about that trip. shit i dont wanna go.. but atleast we can drink i guess? well im sure im bringing alcohol.
-do you wanna be with us? alex can come too. - she asks with a smile on her face.
-okay, i just need to talk with him too.☆
as we're walking to school i hear my phone's ringtone ("NDA - Billie Eilish) its Alex. i pick up
-is everything ok? - i ask
-WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?? - he screams
-Alex, i just skipped PE, im with Britney..
-oh okay.. sorry i was just worried. - he apologizes.
-its okay, we're almost there.
-hurry up please, im so bored, sagie.
i hang up..☆
this day went really fast. its 3 days until my birthday.. we're gonna celebrate on the school trip with alex.. he said he brought me something, im a little excited about that..
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umm second part♡ hope you like it<3 anyway my english is not perfect, so im sorry if i wrote something wrong
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