at least i have you

5.

"her lips touch mine as i feel like im in heaven, oh God what is wrong with me..?"

10 minutes earlier

Britney's pov

Alex is finally gone. not finally because i dont like him, i just wanted to be together with Sage. i never really had a friend like her, she understands me and she actually pays attention to others, not only herself. once i had a friend named Lisa..
flashback
*in text*
-Lisa, where are you?
-wair bditney im wirh patkic
-Lisa are you drunk?
-no no!
-wait why are you with Patric? you mean my boyfriend Patric?
-im finaly wifh patcic
-WHAT??
-ops wrong person..
-Lisa you cant do this.. lets meet tomorrow at 4 pm..
-ok whazever yoi say brirnty
flashback end
soo thats how i dropped her next morning. Sage saved me from my boyfriend, not stole him. she would never want Alan honestly. she seems like the person who could never be into Alan, or to be completly honest, i cant see her with any boy in our class. maybe she doesnt like anyone right now.
-hey Brit, im back
-finally
-missed me so much? - a smirk shows her little dimple on the right side
-yeah haha - we both laugh as she sits next to me on my bed. she said goodbye to Alex.
-wanna listen to music? - she asks
-sure, why not. what do you wanna listen  to?
-no what do YOU want to listen to?
-Taylor Swift!
-what? you dont even like her?
-i do. but it doesnt matter because you like her!
-aw you are so sweet
why am i blushing..?
'Dear Reader' started playing. this song is so hot..
her face comes closer to mine as she looks deep into my eyes.. i can feel the tension between us.
-please kiss me.. - i mumble
-what? - she stops..
-im sorry.. do you not want to?
she puts her finger on my mouth telling me to keep quiet..
her lips finally touch mine. ive been waiting for this moment for so long now, what is wrong with me? i am not supposed to love girls am i..?
i can feel her breathing being faster as my hands are in her hair..
we stop for a moment to breathe..
-are you okay, Bri? - she asks
-i totally am.. are you?
-after this? - she laughs as she leans on to kiss me again
i am so surprised by myself..
a minute later after we kissed she goes to the toilet..
-hey im back.
-hi Sage.. - i mumble.
-are you okay?
-yes of course! are you?
-hey Bri, sorry i have to go now
-oh.. alright! thats fine. where are you going tho?
-im just gonna go grab something for Alex from the kitchen, he asked me to.
-okay! well bye then..
-see ya!
well.. i.. i dont know how to feel, she probably knows.. i envy people who are comfortable in their own sexuality.. i wish i was like them too. but i dont understand anything. im not supposed to love girls. i like boys. i like Alan, or at least i used to. i guess.. or was he just a place-holder because i knew i had something for... girls.. but i dont like girls. i dont. no. i cant love girls. i dont even know how my parents would look at me.. but its Sage's birthday today so its better if i dont think about this a lot for now..
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Sage's pov

Britney kissed me. to be exact, i kissed her. i feel like she thinks its not right.. but how could something so sweet be wrong? the purest thing - love - cant be wrong. it never was. it never will be. i like her, and i hope she likes me back.. i dont think she understands her feelings yet so i thought it would be better if i left her alone so that she could think about it.. thats why i left to 'grab something for alex' but i didnt lie. he really told me to go get some food for him! so i did tell the truth.
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Alex's pov

as im walking on the beach with the others, i see this brown haired, tall, handsome boy walking in the sand.. he looks at me when making me catch myself staring at him. i look away quickly.. as i slowly look back after like a minute, i see him still looking at me. woah. he's coming closer now. oh no what the flip flop will i do if he's here.. i dont really have time to think because he starts speaking to me..:
-hey - he smiles
-..hi.. - i say very quietly.
-i saw you looking at me, do we know eachother?
-i.. i dont think so.. im here with my school in a summer camp..
-oh then we're in the same school! luck!
-oh really..?
he laughs which makes me blush.. his laugh is so cute..
-Mark
-sorry..?
-my name. my name's Mark.. haha
-OH..
we're quiet for a few seconds..
-sooo? whats your name?
-oh yeah! of course! sorry um im Alex! - im so flustrated.. he is so beautiful.
-when are we going.. its getting pretty late!
-yeah it is. - i agree - but i thi-
-COME HERE EVERYONE WE'RE GOING BACKKKK!!!!!! - we hear our teacher shout.
-no need to scream, lady..
Mark makes me laugh. he seems like a good guy...
-anyway what house are you in? - he asks
-number 7!
-thats good couse im in 8!
-wait what? how come i not seen you??
-no idea. but im glad you did now! - he smiles and i blush.