Supernatural Oneshots

1. Castiel x Female Reader

Y/N is your name

Y/N pov:

I can't stop thinking about him.. I don't know what it is. Every time Cas walks in the room, I feel like I just need to... run away. I feel like I have to get as far away from him as I can before I explode. Last week, he walked into the map room and smiled at me as he said my name, and I just about died right there, I had to run to my room. And I feel pretty bad about it because he's so sweet, and I don't want to hurt his feelings.

'Oh god.. here he comes' As Cas walked into the kitchen I felt my face heat up and my stomach drop, he looked into my eyes with his beautiful bright blue eyes, they remind you of the sky, the ocean, summer.. love. I just get lost in them every time I see him. It's hard to look away, but I have to before he sees straight through me. "Hey Y/N" he said with a smile, "are you doing alright? I don't know what's been going on, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here, " he fidgeted with his fingers while speaking. Was he.. nervous, too? I can't tell but I had to get out of there. I nodded and ran to the library. Maybe I could distract myself with research for Sam.

Cas pov:

I dont know what's going on here, but everyone seems standoff-ish lately. Y/N can't make eye contact with me, let alone even be in the same room as me. Sam and Dean seem to always be angry with me, I just wish someone would explain what's going on "I'm gonna go after her and figure out what's happening here" I muttered as I left the kitchen and looked around the bunker before I found Y/N in the library doing research.

"Y/N? Can we talk?" I said as I slowly approached her, I didn't want her to run away again. Of course, she immediately got up and went to walk away with a book, I was getting frustrated at this point. Why was everyone acting so strange? So I grabbed her arm and slammed her against a bookshelf before I put both of my hands against the wall on either side of her head. She dropped her book, making a loud slamming noise, but in the moment, I didn't even notice. I put my face inches from hers and looked straight into her eyes, "what's going on? Why are you avoiding me!? Why are Sam and Dean mad at me?? What's wrong? Are you hurt? Are you mad at me too? Do you just want me to leave you alone? Please tell me Y/N!"

I hadn't realized Sam and Dean ran in until they grabbed me and pulled me away from Y/N, "Cas, what the hell are you doing, dude? Seriously?" Dean sounded angry like usual, Sam told Y/N to go to her room after checking that she was ok. "Dean.." I was struggling to hold in tears, I got a weird feeling every time I cried, and I didn't like it. "Cas.. what's going on with you, man? Are you alright?" Sam asked me before he put his hand on my shoulder. "I just don't know why everyone hates me, I don't understand what I could've done that made Y/N hate me, ive only been friendly with her, and you guys are always mad at me.. I have this weird feeling in my stomach everytime I see Y/N but she won't make eye contact with me, talk to me, or even be in the same room as me so i dont understand this feeling.." Sam and Dean looked at each other and smiled."Cas sit down, let's talk, go talk to Y/N Sammy."

Y/N pov: (back to when Cas pushed you against the wall)

"Y/N, can we talk?" Cas said quietly as he walked towards me. He was walking oddly slow. I felt butterflies in my stomach and starting blushing again just hearing his voice, oh god I need to get out of here, I grabbed the book I was reading and decided I'd just go to my room, I doubt he'd follow me in there. Before I could get past him, he grabbed my arm and pushed me against the nearest bookshelf, putting his hands by my head so I couldn't turn to walk away.

I gasped and dropped my book as he pulled me. "What's going on? Why are you avoiding me!? Why are Sam and Dean mad at me?? What's wrong? Are you hurt? Are you mad at me too? Do you just want me to leave you alone? Please tell me Y/N!" He seemed really hurt, I was so in shock all I could do was stare at him. He was so close to me. Those beautiful blue eyes, his hair, i could kiss him right now. I wasn't scared, I knew he'd never hurt me. Maybe he was also scared, of what, though?