Supernatural Girl

Secrets

A/N
I just wrote this whole chapter, and then accidentally deleted ._. *dies*

~.~ALEX'S POV~.~

I woke up to the sun rising, and looked around confused realizing I was still outside. I wrapped my hoodie tighter around me as I looked at the frost on the grass. I climbed down the small hill I was on, and started walking toward the door, even tho I didn't want to go 'cause I know that it'll be awkward. I sighed walked inside, and down the stairs to see them all sitting at the long table in the library.

"Alex!" Sam said sitting up "where have you been?!"

"Sorry, I fell asleep outside." I said yawning as I walked past the table seeing Cas, and Dean holding hands under the table I smiled walking to my room. I flopped down on my bed, and thought about how cute Cas, and Dean were when they were holding hands. I wish someone would love me. No, go away depression stop pitying yourself. I heard a knock at my door breaking me out of thought.

"Come in." I said as Dean walked in, and sat beside me on my bed.

"Can I talk to you?" He asked looking down at his hands.

"Well ya kinda already are talking to me." I said with a smirk.

"Well, um can we kinda forget what happened last night?" He asked while playing with a button on his flannel. "I didn't tell Sammy, he doesn't know I'm gay, or with Cas."

"Dean you need to come out to Sammy I know he won't care." I smiled at him. "I'm cool with you, and Cas together just next time you decide bang him remember I'm right next to your room." He blushed madly. "Aw come here big bro." I said pulling him into a bear hug.

"Thank you for understanding Alex." He whispered sitting up, and heading towards the door. "Bye Dean-o." I said waving. "Bye Alexandra." I drifted off to sleep after a while.

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I woke up in a bright white room, and saw two men standing by a door I could feel their Grace. Was I in heaven? Did I die? No I couldn't have died in my sleep, I just couldn't have. A middle aged man walked in, a man with such a strong Grace it was so beautiful.

"Hello Alexandra." He said with beautiful, deep voice.

"W-who are you?" I tried to hide the nervousness in my voice. "Am I in heaven?"

"Yes, you are in heaven, but your not dead." I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "And I am your father, Alexandra I am God." Wait, what? "W-what?" I stuttered. "I created you, you Alexandra were supposed to be the new God, but Lucifer got to you, and made you a demon." Me? God?!?!? "So whatcha gonna do now that I'm a demon?" I asked switching my hazel eyes to black ones. "You Alexandra are gonna give birth to my child, and that child will be the new God."

I stared wide eyed. "I am not getting pregnant, and I'm definitely NOT gonna let my child be the 'new God' " I let my wings flare out in anger.

"You see I was afraid you'd say that." He said as the two men by the door came over, and held me against the chair I was in. God came near me with a out stretched arm. "W-what are you doing?!" "I am giving you my child." He said as he touched my stomach, and my back arched in pain as I screamed, and after a few seconds he stopped. "Alexandra I have gifted you with my child, and you will give birth in nine days, and the child will grow fast in till it is six years old, and when its fourteen years of age I will come for it, and bring it to heaven for training. Goodbye Alexandra, and good luck." He snapped his fingers, and I was back in my bed at the bunker.

I sat up in a sweat. Was it all a dream? No it wasn't I could feel my childs Grace inside me. What was I going to tell the boys? Hey guys guess what? I'm a Angel, and demon, and God gifted me with his child surprise! I knew what I had to do I have to leave they'll notice my belly, and start asking questions I had to go I didn't have a choice, but maybe I didn't have to stay away forever...I could pretend I adopted it. I grabbed my duffle bag, and started packing clothes into it. I was putting my hairbrush into my bag when I felt a sharp pain in my stomach I fell on my knees, and clutched my stomach. I knew pregnancy was hard, but pregnancy in nine days? This was not going to be fun. I went to the mirror, and lifted my shirt to reveal a small bump I smiled, and put my hands on my stomach. I didn't want this baby, but if it was coming I was going to take care of it, and protect it at all costs.