Rosa Diaz x y/n

S1 E5

A/n so I have skipped 4 because I don't know what to write about
Warning:this chapter contains mention of rape and toxic relationships
99th precinct
Y/n Pov

I walked into the precinct with my sunglasses on and a moody look on my face well you might be wondering what happened.

Flashback
Once Jake had left the bar me, Rosa and Charles where left and after a while Charles decided to leave as he could not stand the silence between us  and with that he left giving me a hug and waving at Rosa.
Rosa; 'thank god he's gone I hate it the way he looks at me'
Y/n: 'after knowing you all these years I am actually surprised that you haven't punched him yet'
Rosa: 'ye well I have thought about it and then thought it would be awkward and I hate them silences so I decided to threat him with it instead'
Y/n: 'hahah there's the Rosa I know'
After that we fell into a comfortable silence until Rosa decided to break it 'hey y/n'
Y/n: 'mhm'
Rosa: 'what happened undercover because I know you haven't been acting yourself and I'm concerned because you have shut almost everyone out and even with me and Jake your not as talkative'
Y/n: 'well it's a long story'
Rosa; 'I have time because I can't stand seeing you like this'
Y/n; ' so when I was undercover I managed to get quite close to the ring leader of the drug ring and let's just say she was as harsh as anyone gets however she seemed to have a soft spot for me as she was always defending me and helping me out' lets out a shaker breath and when she does this Rosa places her hand on hers and links their hands together 'so I soon realised this was because she had a crush one me so naturally I distanced myself as far as possible while still doing my job. Now one night we had all went to a bar to celebrate the new buy they had just done and thats when scar (drug ring leader) grabbed my wrist yanked me to the bath room and well she didn't let me go until she heard me moaning her name as she fucked me relentlessly on the floor' starts to tear up so Rosa pulls me into a hug and just lets me calm before telling her the rest of the story while she hugs me she whispered in my ear 'your safe now' or 'I'm gonna kill that bitch' and once I calmed down I pulled away and continued the story 'now this wasn't a once time thing it was almost every time she got angry so almost every day and it didn't stop it got worse because one time scar wanted to do a deal with another company and she wanted it to work however they said they would only go through if they could use me as a toy and she happily accepted as long as she can watch so I was passed around the drug ring and it was torture. But i collected the evidence throughout and managed to take her and others down and now we are here'
After I had told Rosa all this I could see the anger and sadness radiate off her and I was wanting to drown in a hole as I thought she would think of me as disgusting however she just hugged me and told me how sorry she was I had to go through that.
This ended up in us both getting majorly drunk and this leads us to where we are now

End of flashback

Now as I walked up to Jake's desk I see Rosa and sit in the chair at Jake's desk. Rosa walks to stand behind me and starts to play with the end of my hair ,which lands a bright smile on my face as I now know she is still my best friend and there's nothing that can come in the way of that.
Jake: 'hey did you guys see the guy I brought in today the drug bust he was 81 years old think it's the oldest collar of my entire career'
Amy: 'i arrested a 96 year old for flashing I was terrified he was going to die in the back seat or flash me'
Y/n: 'mine was 86 female she was arrested for murder god that woman was phyco'
Rosa: 'my oldest collar was 78 but the pcp made her fight like she was 20'
Scully; 'what about two 50 year old twins does that count as 100'
Charles: 'you talking oldest bags 68'
Amy; 'that's not that old'
Charles: 'ye but I was 20'
Jake: '20 were you even a cop then'
Charles: 'no man it was before we got into the academy'
Rosa: 'Charles isn't talking about his oldest arrest' and after Rosa said this it went very quite very quickly and everyone realised and went ewwwwww
Y/n: 'wtf Charles that's disgusting' I said and lent back into Rosa's hand that was still playing with my hair
Charles: 'yes yes yes I am I once arrested a 68 year old'
Jake: 'god you had sex with a 68 year old when you were in your 20s'
Charles: 'you know how it is when you get the chance to bag an older woman you take it'
Y/n: 'Charles sweetie that someone's grandma she not a older woman she's and ancient woman'
Charles: 'that's actually how I met her'
Everyone looks away and groan as Charles goes on to describe how he met this 68 year old.